Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Happy birthday dearest 世紀新好男人!
Thank you for learning to let go of your daughter even though it's beyond your character.
Thank you for silently support your daughter even though you know she has chosen the harder path.
Though I only show it through patting of your back and you'll probably never get to see this blog, I really want to you to know that I love you.
I thank God everyday for a awesome father like you.
Happy birthday 老爸!
Happy birthday dearest 世紀新好男人!
Thank you for learning to let go of your daughter even though it's beyond your character.
Thank you for silently support your daughter even though you know she has chosen the harder path.
Though I only show it through patting of your back and you'll probably never get to see this blog, I really want to you to know that I love you.
I thank God everyday for a awesome father like you.
Labels: heipi birthday, photos
looked up to the sky at 10/12/2010 10:10:00 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
May's leaving in a few hours... And i'm leaving in a week's time.
I'm awfully glad i've managed to have a wonderful sat with the people i truly wanna love and appreciate before we left.
Was kinda emo during the birthday bbq initially (sorry to Tous who have to bear my childish complains and tearing) but i've really learnt to be humble, appreciative and contend with what i have this year.
Though i'm kinda awared of the plans for the surprise birthday bbq, i'm still entirely grateful for the effort, for the present, for the expenses spent, for the amount of sleep you guys have sacrifice for me.
The video you guys created for me and ab almost sent me to the verge of tearing up again. If i looked bo-chup, i'm really trying so so hard to contain my inner crying baby again.
I never realised how much people and effort it took to bake a cheese cake.
I never realised how much time and effort it took to shoot the process of the birthday surprise planning.
I never realised how much sleep you'll sacrifice just for a night of celebration.
I never realised i have friends who are willing to help and involve themselves so deeply into the plannings though our friendship are not as deeply rooted...
I never realised there will be friends whom I have just bonded a couple of months ago, yet are willing to invest more than the other friends whom i've known half my life.
I never realised how patient my laopos are always willing to be, when i'm dyeing my hair while we hardly have time together, or still patiently helped me picked out a new jacket when we were due at the bbq venue.
I never realised how blessed i am, to have a wonderful boyfriend who has sacrificed all his leave, money and sleep when he could be jolly well WOW-ing or just being his usual jolly slacker self. ;]
I never realised that i still have loved ones who'll always have faith and confience in me, when others are shaking their head at my lack of disabilities and i'm crying my ass out as usual.
This year's birthday wish...
All i really want is to be a more confidence and faithful me, mend all the broken relationships in my life and treasure the precious friends and family i have.
Let's promise to walk this life together, shall we?
Couldn't sleep.
2009 has barged its way in, whether i like it or not.
May's leaving in a few hours... And i'm leaving in a week's time.
I'm awfully glad i've managed to have a wonderful sat with the people i truly wanna love and appreciate before we left.
Was kinda emo during the birthday bbq initially (sorry to Tous who have to bear my childish complains and tearing) but i've really learnt to be humble, appreciative and contend with what i have this year.
Though i'm kinda awared of the plans for the surprise birthday bbq, i'm still entirely grateful for the effort, for the present, for the expenses spent, for the amount of sleep you guys have sacrifice for me.
The video you guys created for me and ab almost sent me to the verge of tearing up again. If i looked bo-chup, i'm really trying so so hard to contain my inner crying baby again.
I never realised how much people and effort it took to bake a cheese cake.
I never realised how much time and effort it took to shoot the process of the birthday surprise planning.
I never realised how much sleep you'll sacrifice just for a night of celebration.
I never realised i have friends who are willing to help and involve themselves so deeply into the plannings though our friendship are not as deeply rooted...
I never realised there will be friends whom I have just bonded a couple of months ago, yet are willing to invest more than the other friends whom i've known half my life.
I never realised how patient my laopos are always willing to be, when i'm dyeing my hair while we hardly have time together, or still patiently helped me picked out a new jacket when we were due at the bbq venue.
I never realised how blessed i am, to have a wonderful boyfriend who has sacrificed all his leave, money and sleep when he could be jolly well WOW-ing or just being his usual jolly slacker self. ;]
I never realised that i still have loved ones who'll always have faith and confience in me, when others are shaking their head at my lack of disabilities and i'm crying my ass out as usual.
This year's birthday wish...
All i really want is to be a more confidence and faithful me, mend all the broken relationships in my life and treasure the precious friends and family i have.
Let's promise to walk this life together, shall we?
Labels: heipi birthday, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 1/05/2009 05:32:00 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Just some good old photos to serve as a reminder of the good moments.
May with themodel oh-so-hot pose :p.
Tired and crazy times at 1am+
It's a feeling you can't describe...
A feeling that you missed yet dread.
A feeling that brings me back to time...
A feeling that will make you smile with tears...
A feeling....
Will there be more?
Cluttered memories...
No words nor feelings, because it's been so long and the feelings are no longer strong over time.
Just some good old photos to serve as a reminder of the good moments.
May with the
Tired and crazy times at 1am+
It's a feeling you can't describe...
A feeling that you missed yet dread.
A feeling that brings me back to time...
A feeling that will make you smile with tears...
A feeling....
Will there be more?
Labels: heipi birthday, photos, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 6/17/2008 01:05:00 AM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
And having waited for 1 long year, my long awaited 21st birthday's over again. like *poof*. Woah.
Can't believe i'm 21 already. Can't believe i'm that old.
Feels like i'm running out of time to grow up. There's so many things i've to learn, to improve, and here i am, 21 already, and the only good thing i can think of is watching R21 movies. Full stop.
I wish i could force time to stop and give me more time to ponder about... There's so so much things to think and enlighten on.
Then again, it's your Plan, Father. And i trust You.
And while you're at it, I'm grateful. Really, despite how things have turn out so unexpectedly...
For my family.
My pa's birthday email to me because he's just too shy.
My sister's immediate phone call and i really wish she's back and relieve from all those depressing problems.
For my dearest 豆豆老婆們 + Peng xiong For them to be the strongest pillars of my life.
For their abilities to always see the good in me no matter how emo and idiotic i've been to them.
For always understanding me.
For never leaving me despite all the founds and... lost.
For the few Beattyians whom i've hardly contacted or seen but could still remember my birthday! Yutong, Joy, Singwei... Thank you especially to Bee and Cheryl, for the nice photo frame and Christian musicians poster calendar which i could only recongised 2 of em, and also the extremely heart-warming letters. Hugs!
For the few 6e-ians who still send me their brithday greetings. It's really sad how things have turn out between us but i guessed that's part of life. Thank you Clara and Xiang Xin for the surprise visit with cheese cake, for not pushing me away despite the reprimand that i gave earlier on.
For letting me know that all hope aren't exactly lost from the 6e lot.
For the Radio Heatwaver; Afiq, Ash, Azhar for the surprise phone call, Shear for your blog entry, Adiel, Gera for your voice recording and Aud! I really miss you guys and i'm so glad that you guys have yet to forget me. :D
And last but not least, for Kai, who have to tahan all my requests and demands. :D I'm the jackass lah okie?
By the way i've finally cut my hair the way i like it! *drumrolls*.... WOOOOHOOO!
I love love love my new short hair! Hahahahhahaha!
Thank you Father. For all the highs and lows, for all the hidden blessings.
This year's birthday was a rather lonely and inconvenient one as Kai have to return to camp, Tous have to attend school and the people i celebrated almost every year... Hai. To be honest i was very upset, because i finally realised how fragile our friendships were, and that my twin too, was so disappointed that she left for Thailand.
And by saying that i've to declared that i'm not pin-pointing or blaming anyone, but i can't help feeling disappointed at the situation can i? aaahhhhhhhh.
So this year for my 21st birthday celebration, i 'requested' for an early zoo outing with my beloveds Kai + Tous + Peng Xiong!
That's Kai.
That's me.
A stoning rino pondering about his purpose in life *wink at may*
My 老婆們. Wahahahaha *pat my tummy*
The people whom i love so much.
Took a half day off from work and had a really fulfilling Japaneses buffet with my beloved Tous! So fulfilling that i seriously wanna puke after that.
Our very 1st Tous neoprint together.
Received a Beanie's notebook from Tous and that seriously's the best gift that i've ever received! Tous + Pengxiong wrote a list of reasons to boast my self-esteem and i'm really so so touched. Thanks Tous for taking time off for my birthday from your ever busy school work. I really appreciate it alot.
Met up with Kai and received a really pretty sunflower and a 'surprise' (actually it's pretty obvious) cake from him and his family. :) Thanks my dear fat ass! And we're both the proud owners of Nintendo DS lite!
Haha i'm playing Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix but seems like the game's corrupted. Double Sian.
Oh well, I've a Dalmatian named Haha so i think i'll go play with her then!
Must quickly post this while i'm in a heipi mood
because i've been so moody lately and the last thing i wanna do is to make an emo entry again. Sian.
And having waited for 1 long year, my long awaited 21st birthday's over again. like *poof*. Woah.
Can't believe i'm 21 already. Can't believe i'm that old.
Feels like i'm running out of time to grow up. There's so many things i've to learn, to improve, and here i am, 21 already, and the only good thing i can think of is watching R21 movies. Full stop.
I wish i could force time to stop and give me more time to ponder about... There's so so much things to think and enlighten on.
Then again, it's your Plan, Father. And i trust You.
And while you're at it, I'm grateful. Really, despite how things have turn out so unexpectedly...
For my family.
My pa's birthday email to me because he's just too shy.
My sister's immediate phone call and i really wish she's back and relieve from all those depressing problems.
For my dearest 豆豆老婆們 + Peng xiong For them to be the strongest pillars of my life.
For their abilities to always see the good in me no matter how emo and idiotic i've been to them.
For always understanding me.
For never leaving me despite all the founds and... lost.
For the few Beattyians whom i've hardly contacted or seen but could still remember my birthday! Yutong, Joy, Singwei... Thank you especially to Bee and Cheryl, for the nice photo frame and Christian musicians poster calendar which i could only recongised 2 of em, and also the extremely heart-warming letters. Hugs!
For the few 6e-ians who still send me their brithday greetings. It's really sad how things have turn out between us but i guessed that's part of life. Thank you Clara and Xiang Xin for the surprise visit with cheese cake, for not pushing me away despite the reprimand that i gave earlier on.
For letting me know that all hope aren't exactly lost from the 6e lot.
For the Radio Heatwaver; Afiq, Ash, Azhar for the surprise phone call, Shear for your blog entry, Adiel, Gera for your voice recording and Aud! I really miss you guys and i'm so glad that you guys have yet to forget me. :D
And last but not least, for Kai, who have to tahan all my requests and demands. :D I'm the jackass lah okie?
By the way i've finally cut my hair the way i like it! *drumrolls*.... WOOOOHOOO!
I love love love my new short hair! Hahahahhahaha!
Thank you Father. For all the highs and lows, for all the hidden blessings.
This year's birthday was a rather lonely and inconvenient one as Kai have to return to camp, Tous have to attend school and the people i celebrated almost every year... Hai. To be honest i was very upset, because i finally realised how fragile our friendships were, and that my twin too, was so disappointed that she left for Thailand.
And by saying that i've to declared that i'm not pin-pointing or blaming anyone, but i can't help feeling disappointed at the situation can i? aaahhhhhhhh.
So this year for my 21st birthday celebration, i 'requested' for an early zoo outing with my beloveds Kai + Tous + Peng Xiong!
That's Kai.
That's me.
A stoning rino pondering about his purpose in life *wink at may*
My 老婆們. Wahahahaha *pat my tummy*
The people whom i love so much.
Took a half day off from work and had a really fulfilling Japaneses buffet with my beloved Tous! So fulfilling that i seriously wanna puke after that.
Our very 1st Tous neoprint together.
Received a Beanie's notebook from Tous and that seriously's the best gift that i've ever received! Tous + Pengxiong wrote a list of reasons to boast my self-esteem and i'm really so so touched. Thanks Tous for taking time off for my birthday from your ever busy school work. I really appreciate it alot.
Met up with Kai and received a really pretty sunflower and a 'surprise' (actually it's pretty obvious) cake from him and his family. :) Thanks my dear fat ass! And we're both the proud owners of Nintendo DS lite!
Haha i'm playing Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix but seems like the game's corrupted. Double Sian.
Oh well, I've a Dalmatian named Haha so i think i'll go play with her then!
Labels: beloved God, heipi birthday, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 1/09/2008 12:17:00 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
It has been the 7th day since Kai has left for Tekong... But i'm kinda heipi. It feels like a blessing in disguise, despite all the emo-ness and loneliness (sorry people :/) without him by my side, i finally have an even clearer idea of his status in my heart. I'm pretty glad that this separation has strengthen our relationship.
Kai on his way to Tekong.
All i could say is, thank you God, for making sure that there's nothing to worry about, and that He'll make sure that everything will be fine. Though i'm kinda lonely and lost without Kai by my side, i'm glad to have my beloved friends by my side to keep me company..
Had this sudden terrible leg aching even though i'm pretty much a lazy person. It's really very weird suffer from muscle aching when i didn't even exercise. :/ Almost gotten into a fight with the people at the clinic too. Hate the auntie there man. Remind me to create more trouble for her the next time i visit the clinic. BAH.
Suffer from terrible mood swings and all for the entire weekend... Mainly because Kai wasn't around and i felt very lost and misunderstood without his usual tolerance and patience with me. It's a really... 'jian / cheap' way to find out his importance, but i'm just glad enough to know it now and i promise to treasure what i have now.
It might sound really mushy... But i'm really heipi now. I have great friends and my family with me, plus a wonderful companion now. Even though he couldn't be by my side most of the time, just a simple gesture like a call from him, or listening to his voice mail's message would really cheer me up so much. I'm just really glad that... I'm finally moving along and devoting to the guy who loved me so much.
It really mean alot to me. Somehow all this while i couldn't really forgive myself, and i'm kinda still trapped in the past. But now, i feel freed. I'm really so heipi... :)
And on other good news, we celebrated Yan's birthday along with the Tous and Jansen (are you heipi that i'm calling you by your english name!?) and Seamusss! Yan accompanied me to the botanic garden for my photojournalism shooting before we headed down to Cine to get my new 'cow-like deers' bag *HAHAHHAHA jump* and then to Marina Square.
I think i could almost declared bankruptcy all thanks to our beloved Yeong Xue Yan's wonderful pressie *wink* and the basin-size of creamy udon at Waraku. And i have to tolerate all the beef-eating and cow insults from Jansen... AH!!!
Candid shoots!
I really don't mind sitting there all night and watch the sun rise again with you guys.. :)
But i really had fun chilling by the Esplanade! Jansen and Fang have to leave early for home so the rest of us headed down to The Cathy for late night movie - Shrek 3! It was kinda funny... But i guess i still have to catch the previous 2 movies to really know what it's talking about. But all in all i hope you have a good birthday Yan!
Fang has also graduated from Ngee Ann with flying colours yesterday! Just wanna tell you that i'm really heipi and proud to have a friend like you and i'm pretty sure your speech didn't sounded like a song. If not... Isn't it better to be entertained by a non-monotonous speech? Lol. :D
It also got me thinking that if i hadn't deferred, i would have been graduating this Thursday too... Sometimes i'm still pretty sad at the thought of it, having to graduated with a cohort that i'm not exactly close or can relate to. I think i might not even attend the graduation ceremony... After all, how could i enjoy the graduation ceremony without having a sense of belonging or friends whom i really belong to? But i guess God will have his own plan and we'll just have to wait and see. :)
And in other news, Nasheng, Tze Hong and Weijie will be enlisting for National Service this week too... Feels kinda weird to know that my childhood friends are finally on their journey to become real man! It feels like yesterday when we're still playing childish games and all *heh heh*... I really can't wait to see them in their uniform, shaved head... Basically, can't wait to see them as men. :)
Woah look at the time and i have to be in school by 9am. I'm dead meat!!!
Heipi 20th birthday Yan!
It's 3.00 am in the morning and i'm feeling kinda.. Hmm high? Heh Heh because in a few more hours i'll get to pick Kai up for his graduation on thursday! Can't wait to see his shaved head!
It has been the 7th day since Kai has left for Tekong... But i'm kinda heipi. It feels like a blessing in disguise, despite all the emo-ness and loneliness (sorry people :/) without him by my side, i finally have an even clearer idea of his status in my heart. I'm pretty glad that this separation has strengthen our relationship.
Kai on his way to Tekong.
All i could say is, thank you God, for making sure that there's nothing to worry about, and that He'll make sure that everything will be fine. Though i'm kinda lonely and lost without Kai by my side, i'm glad to have my beloved friends by my side to keep me company..
Had this sudden terrible leg aching even though i'm pretty much a lazy person. It's really very weird suffer from muscle aching when i didn't even exercise. :/ Almost gotten into a fight with the people at the clinic too. Hate the auntie there man. Remind me to create more trouble for her the next time i visit the clinic. BAH.
Suffer from terrible mood swings and all for the entire weekend... Mainly because Kai wasn't around and i felt very lost and misunderstood without his usual tolerance and patience with me. It's a really... 'jian / cheap' way to find out his importance, but i'm just glad enough to know it now and i promise to treasure what i have now.
It might sound really mushy... But i'm really heipi now. I have great friends and my family with me, plus a wonderful companion now. Even though he couldn't be by my side most of the time, just a simple gesture like a call from him, or listening to his voice mail's message would really cheer me up so much. I'm just really glad that... I'm finally moving along and devoting to the guy who loved me so much.
It really mean alot to me. Somehow all this while i couldn't really forgive myself, and i'm kinda still trapped in the past. But now, i feel freed. I'm really so heipi... :)
And on other good news, we celebrated Yan's birthday along with the Tous and Jansen (are you heipi that i'm calling you by your english name!?) and Seamusss! Yan accompanied me to the botanic garden for my photojournalism shooting before we headed down to Cine to get my new 'cow-like deers' bag *HAHAHHAHA jump* and then to Marina Square.
I think i could almost declared bankruptcy all thanks to our beloved Yeong Xue Yan's wonderful pressie *wink* and the basin-size of creamy udon at Waraku. And i have to tolerate all the beef-eating and cow insults from Jansen... AH!!!
Candid shoots!
I really don't mind sitting there all night and watch the sun rise again with you guys.. :)
But i really had fun chilling by the Esplanade! Jansen and Fang have to leave early for home so the rest of us headed down to The Cathy for late night movie - Shrek 3! It was kinda funny... But i guess i still have to catch the previous 2 movies to really know what it's talking about. But all in all i hope you have a good birthday Yan!
Fang has also graduated from Ngee Ann with flying colours yesterday! Just wanna tell you that i'm really heipi and proud to have a friend like you and i'm pretty sure your speech didn't sounded like a song. If not... Isn't it better to be entertained by a non-monotonous speech? Lol. :D
It also got me thinking that if i hadn't deferred, i would have been graduating this Thursday too... Sometimes i'm still pretty sad at the thought of it, having to graduated with a cohort that i'm not exactly close or can relate to. I think i might not even attend the graduation ceremony... After all, how could i enjoy the graduation ceremony without having a sense of belonging or friends whom i really belong to? But i guess God will have his own plan and we'll just have to wait and see. :)
And in other news, Nasheng, Tze Hong and Weijie will be enlisting for National Service this week too... Feels kinda weird to know that my childhood friends are finally on their journey to become real man! It feels like yesterday when we're still playing childish games and all *heh heh*... I really can't wait to see them in their uniform, shaved head... Basically, can't wait to see them as men. :)
Woah look at the time and i have to be in school by 9am. I'm dead meat!!!
Labels: haha hoho, heipi birthday, photos, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 6/13/2007 03:00:00 AM
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
But... Today's the limelight on my one of my dearest and the patient people i ever had on earth:
Heipi 20th birthday my dearest May, i hope you enjoyed it, cause you guys bring my problems away. :)
Heipi Birthday MAY CHUA SI JIA!
Had a really bad day... Feel like a total punching bag and i really wanna burst. How can i even bring it up when you don't pay attention or... when i don't even feel appreciated or one of you guys? Is it me? Again?
But... Today's the limelight on my one of my dearest and the patient people i ever had on earth:
Heipi 20th birthday my dearest May, i hope you enjoyed it, cause you guys bring my problems away. :)
Labels: emo, heipi birthday
looked up to the sky at 5/08/2007 01:17:00 AM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
heipi 20th wenfang!
A few more hours.
A few more hours to go to my final exam throughout my whole 3 years in Mass Comm. (provided that i don't repeat *pray hard*)
A few more hours to go to freedom.
A few more hours to relax and do things at my own pace.
I'm so so touched that i could fall right on my knees, and thank God for giving me strength to go on. These 3 years aren't the best time of my life you see.
I'm sorry Father, i didn't put my full concentration and went day dreaming so many times. Would You please give me the courage and strength to go on well my Lord?
Just a few more hours....
Anyway HEIPI 20th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST KEE WEN FANG! Finally someone as old as me heh heh heh i'm not alone!!!! :p Love you much and i'm sorry it's gonna be a belated birthday celebration, but we'll make it up to you my dear! *hugs*
Life is like examinations; i'm not sure if i did well everytime, but i'm bound to learn something, be it effortlessly or with a price to pay. Back to MASINA...
Labels: emo, heipi birthday, photos
looked up to the sky at 2/15/2007 03:04:00 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Ab said i looked like the monster in "The Host".
Just a couple of photos to show how 'deformed' my mouth look like to start it off. HAHA
Dang. i'm in the big two already. dang dang dang.
Had a blessed and wonderful birthday with every of the people i love this year. And the gifts!! Heh heh heh. But i'm sorry that i've overdid the 'hints'. Sorry i'm so shameless this year. :/
Gotten my very 1st 20th birthday present from Kai - a fisheye! I'm so thrilled and couldn't stop playing with it once i gotten it! So sorry for spoiling the surprise too Kai but it's really too good to be true! ^^^^^^^^^^^^
Birthday celebration started on sunday with the May and Yan coming to my house in advance to wake me up for our kbox appointment. Heh my resolution of 'trying not to let the wait to be more than 15mins' didn't exactly go very well. But thank u so much for the 2 blue topshop tops that must have cost you guys a bomb!
Two mega candles from now on.
Love you Fang May Yan!^^^^
Had a not very tasteful but peaceful dinner with my family at fortunate restaturant and my cousin delivered me my 3rd present - a green adidas bag! Heh heh heh finally i own an original adidas apart from my fake green adidas jacket. ^^
My cute aunties and granny your highness.
Met up with Kai and thank you for the beautiful scenary at seletar reservior and fireworks surprise at the stroke of 12am. :D
Off to school the next day and finally get it over and done with both IS presentation. Then it's finally dinner with the 6e gang.
Kai and me in my supposedly blue black hair.
Hammy Yuting and me
Kai Nasheng Tak Tak.
Gotten my 1st roll of fisheye - didn't turn out very well but was good attempt i supposed! Cafe cartel was kinda bad because of its service and we went over to Esplanade for the cake.
Us in model-like pose. lol i look damn fugly
All of us at Esplanade
my deformed mouth at work again
Us again
Thank you for the wonderful card made by Yuting, the earring made by Yongtak, the eyeliner that you guys know i needed, and last but not least... the dress that i heavily hinted on. HAHAHAHA
Seriously... Thank you so much for this wonderful birthday celebration. I know i've been having mood swings, snapping at people *bow at kai especially* and harping on wanting to be alone for birthday. I'm so sorry that you guys didn't give up on me and still giving me the best of what you guys can give. It's really been a tough year and so much have changed that sometimes i'm still kinda in shock and not sure what my next step is. Thank you so much my dears for remembering and making it special.
I'm so thankful for you all. :D
And thank you God, for my 20th birthday to be so blissful. Thank God for surrounding me with so many precious dears. I just want to be a woman of your light, grace and love. Light of the World guide my path, i'll go anywhere you go. :D Creator of the world, i am yours.
20th life
It's been awhile since i've updated this space again... :/
Ab said i looked like the monster in "The Host".
Just a couple of photos to show how 'deformed' my mouth look like to start it off. HAHA
Dang. i'm in the big two already. dang dang dang.
Had a blessed and wonderful birthday with every of the people i love this year. And the gifts!! Heh heh heh. But i'm sorry that i've overdid the 'hints'. Sorry i'm so shameless this year. :/
Gotten my very 1st 20th birthday present from Kai - a fisheye! I'm so thrilled and couldn't stop playing with it once i gotten it! So sorry for spoiling the surprise too Kai but it's really too good to be true! ^^^^^^^^^^^^
Birthday celebration started on sunday with the May and Yan coming to my house in advance to wake me up for our kbox appointment. Heh my resolution of 'trying not to let the wait to be more than 15mins' didn't exactly go very well. But thank u so much for the 2 blue topshop tops that must have cost you guys a bomb!
Two mega candles from now on.
Love you Fang May Yan!^^^^
Had a not very tasteful but peaceful dinner with my family at fortunate restaturant and my cousin delivered me my 3rd present - a green adidas bag! Heh heh heh finally i own an original adidas apart from my fake green adidas jacket. ^^
My cute aunties and granny your highness.
Met up with Kai and thank you for the beautiful scenary at seletar reservior and fireworks surprise at the stroke of 12am. :D
Off to school the next day and finally get it over and done with both IS presentation. Then it's finally dinner with the 6e gang.
Kai and me in my supposedly blue black hair.
Hammy Yuting and me
Kai Nasheng Tak Tak.
Gotten my 1st roll of fisheye - didn't turn out very well but was good attempt i supposed! Cafe cartel was kinda bad because of its service and we went over to Esplanade for the cake.
Us in model-like pose. lol i look damn fugly
All of us at Esplanade
my deformed mouth at work again
Us again
Thank you for the wonderful card made by Yuting, the earring made by Yongtak, the eyeliner that you guys know i needed, and last but not least... the dress that i heavily hinted on. HAHAHAHA
Seriously... Thank you so much for this wonderful birthday celebration. I know i've been having mood swings, snapping at people *bow at kai especially* and harping on wanting to be alone for birthday. I'm so sorry that you guys didn't give up on me and still giving me the best of what you guys can give. It's really been a tough year and so much have changed that sometimes i'm still kinda in shock and not sure what my next step is. Thank you so much my dears for remembering and making it special.
I'm so thankful for you all. :D
And thank you God, for my 20th birthday to be so blissful. Thank God for surrounding me with so many precious dears. I just want to be a woman of your light, grace and love. Light of the World guide my path, i'll go anywhere you go. :D Creator of the world, i am yours.
Still can't believe that i'm 20 already. Dang.
Labels: beloved God, heipi birthday, photos
Au revoir
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