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  08.01.1987.
  Consecrated to God.

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Thursday, August 26, 2010

剝離了回憶 開始尋找孤單 找到了孤單 就不怕寂寞了。。。




寂寞寂寞就好
詞:施人誠
曲:楊子樸


還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫


我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去 痛到 受不了 想到 快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑

我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了 賴著 不放掉

人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看的見以後


我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去 痛到 受不了 想到 快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了 賴著 不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉

我總會把你戒掉



是不是到達孤單的盡頭,就不會用害怕寂寞了。。。?


looked up to the sky at 8/26/2010 10:57:00 PM

Monday, August 23, 2010

Our common mistakes


"容易用錯力道愛別人愛得暈頭轉向,而忘了要先恰好的愛著自己、完整自己才有能力好好的愛人。" Hebe

Absolutely love and agree with this quote from Hebe.
It's so true, so simple, something that we should all know as if it's our second nature...
Yet so many have failed to see... And learnt it the hard way.

Right now, I really just want to live my life well.
Learn my mistakes well.


Before I can love someone well.

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looked up to the sky at 8/23/2010 11:31:00 PM

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Prisoner of time



I still think of you everyday, every moment. The road that we once walked, the embrace we shared in our room, the tears and shouting that happened in the corner of my house. It's almost like watching it happening again in the every bits and corner that we used to share. Only difference is that they're all empty spaces and will never be filled up again. If only I've knew it's gonna be this hard. It hurts so so badly that I wish we have not met. How can I ever move on? How can i stop reminiscence the past that no longer exist? How can I stop being a time's prisoner, your prisoner? You're in my dreams, my subconscious, no matter how hard i try to occupy myself, I just can't shake you off my head. There's simply nothing I can do but to be defeated and let it filled my mind without putting a fight. For you, I've paid a heavy price that I'll never do again. But why is your past still living inside me, reminding me of your presence? You once said that I've unleashed the devil in you. He has now stayed put inside and there's just no way I can get rid of it. You've changed. I've changed. We're probably no longer the person we once fall hard for. You'll never know bliss and torture of waking up from a dream, where i can still feel you, fighting for me, your face and embrace, only to face the harsh truth that i am the only one that's left. 4 years, I find myself back here, at the very same spot where I tried to move. I just really want to be free... from you.


looked up to the sky at 8/22/2010 11:53:00 PM

Saturday, August 7, 2010

怎麼這世界每個人都愛別人,不愛自己?


一個憂鬱的小女孩
想要在旅程中尋快樂
[為甚麼都找不到我想要的世界?],小女孩迷惘了





原來愛在每個人的心中

唯有先愛自己,才有能力去愛別人


How true and valuable, to have receive this advice from this singer... And at such a timing.
It almost felt like a guide from God... Then again, it could be. :)

Who's the singer of this mesmerizing vocal you asked?
Stay tuned to 11th August. :)


looked up to the sky at 8/07/2010 01:17:00 AM

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

謝謝你的美好


4 years.

It was 4 years ago when i first established this blog and settled on my previous layout.
I was going through a rough patch of my life and decided to have a metaphoric new start by having a new blog.

That's also when i met him again.
Never in my wildest dream would I expect him to be the one who would pull me up through the darkest time of my life, and for our lives to be twined so closely together.

Like this blog, he was there for me through tears and laughter, and has witnessed all my negative and positive changes.

千言萬語 盡在不言中
錯的痛苦叫無辜 對的認真叫糊塗

It's hard, and it's taking much more effort and rationality to adapt.
I know nobody will struggle as much as he did, it was a struggling decision for me too.
But it had to be done, at least for us... At least for him.

It is time... for a new beginning again.

Nobody can be sure of what to expect of the future... Just like how he made his entrance into my life.
But there's no doubt he's my Godsend angel and will always have a special place in my heart.

謝謝
謝謝你栩栩如生的美好


looked up to the sky at 8/04/2010 11:09:00 PM


Au revoir

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