Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I just wanna quickly blogged this motivated feeling before it's gone.

Thank You God for the wonderful outing today.
Thank You God for the wonderful remaining friends who truly love me for who i am and totally embraced my "weirdness" and see them as uniqueness.
Thank You God for my dear family, especially my 外剛內柔 pa.
Thank You God for Kai who never failed to make me smile.

~~人要為自己的不快樂負責~~

Even if tomorrow turns out to be a bad day / week / start, at the very least, 我知道我現在是很辛福的.

Father, by Your grace, i thank You for them.

I love you all so much!!!

Labels: haha hoho, thoughts and reflection

looked up to the sky at 4/22/2008 12:59:00 AM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

We are so far away.

Just received my long awaited graduation inivtation

Which brings me to the dilemma i've been considering way before i finish all my semester:

To go, or not to go

I know this's probably my 1st (and last) time to wear the graduation gown and have something for my Pa to be proud of.
He even suggested going to those professional studios to have a family potrait done.
Wow can't believe my Pa (who'll always glare at me whenever i suggest taking our annual CNY family portait) suggested that!

But i'll probably feel out of place and depressed watching my classmates taking photos, updating each other excitedly with their lives.
Don't understand why am i so hesitant over something that belongs to me.
That i've worked hard for the last 3 years.

Don't understand why am i so quiet and unsure sometimes.
Don't understand why am i so noisy sometimes that it annoys me.

If i'm not me yet, are you still with me...?

Labels: thoughts and reflection