Friday, August 31, 2007
*jump* First step into working life, and part of my dream. It's kinda making me scared, with all the new responsibilities and the loss of my student benefits. I really wish i could enjoy myself before entering the working life.
I really wished i spend more time with Moo.
I really wish i make a list of goals for myself and mentally prepare myself for working life. But before i could wait for Kai to 'Pop' and dear tous' holidays, I've landed myself a job. But I've finally fulfilled the dream that I've set for myself years ago.
Thank you Father, for guiding, for giving me a second chance, for not letting go. For everything. :D If only i could be a part time lomographer too!
Speaking of lomography, should i get myself a:
Lomo Notebook for better organisation! (I will use it okie May *wink*)
A Fisheye Submarine case for Moo! I swear i'll go swimming more often if i have this. I Sompa.
Green Dalek Supersampler!
Oh my God can i please please have a graduation/new job present??? *beg*
Only hope
Feels so surreal... But I've gotten it!
*jump* First step into working life, and part of my dream. It's kinda making me scared, with all the new responsibilities and the loss of my student benefits. I really wish i could enjoy myself before entering the working life.
I really wished i spend more time with Moo.
I really wish i make a list of goals for myself and mentally prepare myself for working life. But before i could wait for Kai to 'Pop' and dear tous' holidays, I've landed myself a job. But I've finally fulfilled the dream that I've set for myself years ago.
Thank you Father, for guiding, for giving me a second chance, for not letting go. For everything. :D If only i could be a part time lomographer too!
Speaking of lomography, should i get myself a:
Lomo Notebook for better organisation! (I will use it okie May *wink*)
A Fisheye Submarine case for Moo! I swear i'll go swimming more often if i have this. I Sompa.
Green Dalek Supersampler!
Oh my God can i please please have a graduation/new job present??? *beg*
looked up to the sky at 8/31/2007 01:50:00 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
it's moments like this that really make me wish i'm dead, so that they'll fucking know how much they've hurted me.
Labels: emo
looked up to the sky at 8/26/2007 11:19:00 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Why, why are You still here with me?
Didn't You see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run and hide myself
But it's here I see the truth
I don't deserve You
I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing You away from me
I just never saw how You could cherish me
'Cause You're a God who has all things
And still You want me
But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me
Your love makes me forget what I have been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what I have been
So a new chapter of my life has just begin. Okie not yet, I think i'm the only one who's still slacking at home, staying online all day. :/ Bahh. But I've been writing and sending lotsa resume and calling up countless of companies. I'm currently in the process of preparing for my next 'journey'.
What i really want ahead? I've a vague idea. I know i wanna work in H.I.M, but i hate PR position.
I want to work in recording studios, where music is born. But i'm even having problems with Dalet. *shudder*
I know i want to continue developing photos and stay as near as the photography industry. But i do not want to be a photographer... Yet.
I want to further my studies, i want to study in NTU just like Fang and May. But my GPA and financial status tell me not.
But IT'S OKIE! I'm counting on grace. I'm just praying everyday for Father's grace to navigate me through this whole new journey.
Your love makes me forget what I have been
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Now playing: Barlow Girl - I Need You To Love Me
via FoxyTunes
I need YOU to love me.
Dear Father,
Why, why are You still here with me?
Didn't You see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run and hide myself
But it's here I see the truth
I don't deserve You
I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing You away from me
I just never saw how You could cherish me
'Cause You're a God who has all things
And still You want me
But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me
Your love makes me forget what I have been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what I have been
So a new chapter of my life has just begin. Okie not yet, I think i'm the only one who's still slacking at home, staying online all day. :/ Bahh. But I've been writing and sending lotsa resume and calling up countless of companies. I'm currently in the process of preparing for my next 'journey'.
What i really want ahead? I've a vague idea. I know i wanna work in H.I.M, but i hate PR position.
I want to work in recording studios, where music is born. But i'm even having problems with Dalet. *shudder*
I know i want to continue developing photos and stay as near as the photography industry. But i do not want to be a photographer... Yet.
I want to further my studies, i want to study in NTU just like Fang and May. But my GPA and financial status tell me not.
But IT'S OKIE! I'm counting on grace. I'm just praying everyday for Father's grace to navigate me through this whole new journey.
Your love makes me forget what I have been
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Now playing: Barlow Girl - I Need You To Love Me
via FoxyTunes
Labels: beloved God, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 8/22/2007 01:31:00 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
But it's okie, what matters is His everlasting and never ending love and light on me. :D
Sometimes i can't wait to die because i know it won't just stop there.
In other news i'm really inspired to make full use of my break time. Here i am still figuring how to organise my photos in iphotos when i have a job interview early in the morning. And i'm getting my lomo vibe back again! WOOHOO! :D:D:D
Lomo-like photos by fiq fiq. :D
(ps: dang, i hate the fact that i look constipated in every of these beautiful photos)
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Now playing: Hillsong United - Never Let Me Go
via FoxyTunes
don't you let it pass you by.
Instead of writing a will / letter to my beloveds, i have this idea of dedicating songs to them. So far, i've already dedicated many songs to you all. But would it be foolish of me to do so knowing that you don't treasure me the same way that i do?
But it's okie, what matters is His everlasting and never ending love and light on me. :D
Sometimes i can't wait to die because i know it won't just stop there.
In other news i'm really inspired to make full use of my break time. Here i am still figuring how to organise my photos in iphotos when i have a job interview early in the morning. And i'm getting my lomo vibe back again! WOOHOO! :D:D:D
Lomo-like photos by fiq fiq. :D
(ps: dang, i hate the fact that i look constipated in every of these beautiful photos)
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Now playing: Hillsong United - Never Let Me Go
via FoxyTunes
Labels: beloved God, haha hoho, photos
looked up to the sky at 8/15/2007 02:36:00 AM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Today marks the last day of my 3 years academic life in ngee ann.
I'm pretty relieved but part of me aren't ready for the working life and new responsibilities, as well as my comfy chair. sigh. Speaking of which i'm missing my chair already, should have taken a photo of it.
Had pizzas, watched Heroes, our final meeting and farewell speeches, as well as a farewell song from gera. :) Everything's all so heart warming and i'm trying not to cry cause it's such a long and tedious journey and i've finally completed, but i don't quite wanna leave now? Anyway took lotsa photos with my three beloved cameras!
Not sure what's Ash and Azhar doing.
And more photo magic to go!
Headed down to Holland V with Kai to collect my photojourn assignment for the 2nd time and spend almost all my savings again. Feel like crying again when i look at my pathetic bank balance. Had a great dinner fest with him at Toa Payoh Lor 5 Hawker. 1st time I think hawker food rules more than New York New York.
Went home and 1st thing i got was a scolding from my pa.
Haha.
But when i looked at these photos. I think i've just regained my strength. Or part of it.
Thanks guys, like i said, it's the best semester i ever had throughout the whole pathetic 3 years. Thank you.
Anyway a shout out to the people i've not heard from or missed (specifically Tous):
I hope you guys are okay, cause my life's aren't going quite smooth, but i'm okie. Miss you all and maybe... Hear from you guys soon.
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Now playing: Avril Lavigne - How Does It Feel
via FoxyTunes
Little things that make life great.
What an eventful week.
Today marks the last day of my 3 years academic life in ngee ann.
I'm pretty relieved but part of me aren't ready for the working life and new responsibilities, as well as my comfy chair. sigh. Speaking of which i'm missing my chair already, should have taken a photo of it.
Had pizzas, watched Heroes, our final meeting and farewell speeches, as well as a farewell song from gera. :) Everything's all so heart warming and i'm trying not to cry cause it's such a long and tedious journey and i've finally completed, but i don't quite wanna leave now? Anyway took lotsa photos with my three beloved cameras!
Not sure what's Ash and Azhar doing.
And more photo magic to go!
Headed down to Holland V with Kai to collect my photojourn assignment for the 2nd time and spend almost all my savings again. Feel like crying again when i look at my pathetic bank balance. Had a great dinner fest with him at Toa Payoh Lor 5 Hawker. 1st time I think hawker food rules more than New York New York.
Went home and 1st thing i got was a scolding from my pa.
Haha.
But when i looked at these photos. I think i've just regained my strength. Or part of it.
Thanks guys, like i said, it's the best semester i ever had throughout the whole pathetic 3 years. Thank you.
Anyway a shout out to the people i've not heard from or missed (specifically Tous):
I hope you guys are okay, cause my life's aren't going quite smooth, but i'm okie. Miss you all and maybe... Hear from you guys soon.
----------------
Now playing: Avril Lavigne - How Does It Feel
via FoxyTunes
Labels: haha hoho, photos, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 8/11/2007 01:32:00 AM
Friday, August 3, 2007
WOAH i look like ella!!! *run about*
Anyway Yamapi is for you Geraldine. ;)
LOL!
WOAH i look like ella!!! *run about*
Anyway Yamapi is for you Geraldine. ;)
Labels: haha hoho
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