Tuesday, October 31, 2006
As lydia suggested, this must be the work of devil for disrupting the goodness i'm having from God. And i really hope she's true, for he is no match to my beloved father above.
For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death. Romans 8:2
On a brighter side, i had a nice dinner at Fish&Co with dear eunice and lynn last week!
Nice food, nice friends, cold weather... Feels just like Christmas.
I do miss Christmas so much.
PS: Just found out that S.H.E's coming to Singapore for their world tour next January (how conveniently on my birthday month :D) again!
But annabel's boyfriend, weijie's ma has already bought the S.H.E world tour concert ticket for her, annabel and weijie.
What you're about to hear is my mouth hitting the floor. *thump*
HAR!?!?
Super S.H.E fan here haven't even bought the ticket and non-s.h.e fans already have the ticket in their hand?
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I can't believe. T_________T
Sorry S.H.E, i've let you guys down. *bang the wall*
It's okie if i've to watch it alone, I'm so going to buy the ticket tomorrow.
Jesus rose and conquered the grave!
Woah 3rd week of school and i feel so tired already. Feels like shit, physically and morally. Either sick or not being able to wake up on time. I felt so so bad for missing out in both class and meetings, but i just doesn't have the determination to push myself, whether or not when i'm sick or overslept.
The amount of money i spend on doctor visits and cab fare... And the amount of anxiety & guilt.
Why? Is it me... or what? I really don't hate school, i don't quite hate the workload too... Yet.
Why? Is it me... or what? I really don't hate school, i don't quite hate the workload too... Yet.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. *pulls my hair out*
As lydia suggested, this must be the work of devil for disrupting the goodness i'm having from God. And i really hope she's true, for he is no match to my beloved father above.
For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death. Romans 8:2
Oh beloved Jesus... Save me from all these distractions and let me commit in my studies and you wholeheartedly. Blessed me with your faith and grace, for everything to turns out okie. Make satan's temptation and distraction useless to the daughter of my most beloved King. And please help be my alarm clock; to wake me up and remind me what's in most important piority.
Amen.
On a brighter side, i had a nice dinner at Fish&Co with dear eunice and lynn last week!
Nice food, nice friends, cold weather... Feels just like Christmas.
I do miss Christmas so much.
But annabel's boyfriend, weijie's ma has already bought the S.H.E world tour concert ticket for her, annabel and weijie.
What you're about to hear is my mouth hitting the floor. *thump*
HAR!?!?
Super S.H.E fan here haven't even bought the ticket and non-s.h.e fans already have the ticket in their hand?
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I can't believe. T_________T
Sorry S.H.E, i've let you guys down. *bang the wall*
It's okie if i've to watch it alone, I'm so going to buy the ticket tomorrow.
looked up to the sky at 10/31/2006 09:38:00 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Damn, it's the 2nd week of school and i'm so shagged already. But the work load is hardly here yet! :/ So what do i do when the tough gets tougher?
Headache, gastric, sore throat, stomach ache, body aches. Woah.
Don't tell me that my body's aging faster than my actual age?!!??! T_T
Beloved father, blessed me with your strength and faith to overcome the many commitments in my life, for i need you more than anything.
Amen. :)
Sick and tired.
Feeling my body breaking down as i rested the whole day...
Damn, it's the 2nd week of school and i'm so shagged already. But the work load is hardly here yet! :/ So what do i do when the tough gets tougher?
Headache, gastric, sore throat, stomach ache, body aches. Woah.
Don't tell me that my body's aging faster than my actual age?!!??! T_T
Beloved father, blessed me with your strength and faith to overcome the many commitments in my life, for i need you more than anything.
Amen. :)
looked up to the sky at 10/25/2006 03:10:00 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Heipi,
loved
completed,
blessed,
fortunate...
But insecure isabel.
Will you forgive me? Will you stay by me always? Will you love me still...?
Please, forgive and bring me up again my dear Jesus.
Go away, go far far away...
Weak.
A...
Heipi,
loved
completed,
blessed,
fortunate...
But insecure isabel.
Will you forgive me? Will you stay by me always? Will you love me still...?
Please, forgive and bring me up again my dear Jesus.
Go away, go far far away...
looked up to the sky at 10/22/2006 08:33:00 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
I've missed you for so long,
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
But i can't feel you in the wind, & you won't be here anymore...
It hasn't been really long... But why does it feels like an eternity to me?
Wouldn't have gone this far without my beloved father above, my dearest friends and families.
But how about you...?
I wouldn't have left, I would have fulfilled that promise of ours.
But in exchange of...? Something that has already left?
I don't want to give up, but i don't want to deceive & put myself in misery anymore.
I went to that very spot, where it all began.
And there, i said goodbye for the very last time.
Goodbye, but never forgotten.
Had a good day with my beloved friends! Yay three cheers for God these angels!
Was feeling abit lonely while heading home before meeting the beatty girls when dearest eunice spotted me! Praise lord! Miss you so much! School aren't the same without you.
Head over to town and convinced her to tried Ramen Ten over at Far East Plaza. And yay she likes the ramen there too, 1 point for isabel the food expert again. Heh. So glad to have her company while waiting for the rest of the beatty girls. *hug tight*
Met up with the beatty girls and just crapped all the way through. Miss them! Headed over to a very crowded Xing Wang for dinner and my feet's threatening to give way, wondering why do i spend 25 bucks on a pair of shoes to torture myself. T_T
Dearest yan and i. :D
Fang fang and me!
A sick cheryl and me! Get well soon babe!
Pretty bee bee. :)
A hotter-than-usual-may with her new contacts and b*a. *winks* HAHAHA.
Us!
Rented a chamber after dinner for dvd! Watched a very crappy Scary Movie 4. Seriously lame but provided so much laughters. :)
Had sucha great time with you guys, oh man i miss beatty so so much. :) So thankful to have you guys in my life. Love you guys so so much! * hug tightest*
PRAISE MY BELOVED FATHER! :D
In loving memory of the one so true.
Thanks for all you've done,
I've missed you for so long,
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
But i can't feel you in the wind, & you won't be here anymore...
It hasn't been really long... But why does it feels like an eternity to me?
Wouldn't have gone this far without my beloved father above, my dearest friends and families.
But how about you...?
I wouldn't have left, I would have fulfilled that promise of ours.
But in exchange of...? Something that has already left?
I don't want to give up, but i don't want to deceive & put myself in misery anymore.
I went to that very spot, where it all began.
And there, i said goodbye for the very last time.
Goodbye, but never forgotten.
Had a good day with my beloved friends! Yay three cheers for God these angels!
Was feeling abit lonely while heading home before meeting the beatty girls when dearest eunice spotted me! Praise lord! Miss you so much! School aren't the same without you.
Head over to town and convinced her to tried Ramen Ten over at Far East Plaza. And yay she likes the ramen there too, 1 point for isabel the food expert again. Heh. So glad to have her company while waiting for the rest of the beatty girls. *hug tight*
Met up with the beatty girls and just crapped all the way through. Miss them! Headed over to a very crowded Xing Wang for dinner and my feet's threatening to give way, wondering why do i spend 25 bucks on a pair of shoes to torture myself. T_T
Dearest yan and i. :D
Fang fang and me!
A sick cheryl and me! Get well soon babe!
Pretty bee bee. :)
A hotter-than-usual-may with her new contacts and b*a. *winks* HAHAHA.
Us!
Rented a chamber after dinner for dvd! Watched a very crappy Scary Movie 4. Seriously lame but provided so much laughters. :)
Had sucha great time with you guys, oh man i miss beatty so so much. :) So thankful to have you guys in my life. Love you guys so so much! * hug tightest*
PRAISE MY BELOVED FATHER! :D
looked up to the sky at 10/21/2006 01:19:00 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
I'm completely shagged even though there's hardly any work to do for the 1st week of school.
I think i spend all my energy waking up on time. :/ and money. AHHHHHHHHH.
Been taking taxi to school every single damn morning, even been to the wrong classrooms on the 1st day already. T_T
Last day of 1st week of school.
Like finally. :)
I'm completely shagged even though there's hardly any work to do for the 1st week of school.
I think i spend all my energy waking up on time. :/ and money. AHHHHHHHHH.
Been taking taxi to school every single damn morning, even been to the wrong classrooms on the 1st day already. T_T
Kinda funny to see everyone in new hairstyles, you would have think i'll get used to it after 3 years in ngee ann. LOL.
The school has changed yet again. Wah so much money to reconstruct so many things. I wish they'll paint the school though, it still looks like a depressing factory rather than a school on the exterior. :/
But praise my dearest father, for wonderful classmates like lydia, huiqi, gel... For the interesting class i'll be getting! I've never felt so at ease for school.
And praise lord for the wonderful friends like kai, eunice, queenie, mellie who kept expressing their precious concern on me and families around me!
And i'll be meeting my dearest TouTous + bee and cheryl after school today! Yay times 2!
Life is good. God is good. It's been awhile since i've felt so contented, thank you for saving me in your unlimited grace and love beloved God. :D
I could just fall on my knees and sing in praise of my beloved father.
Resolution: sleep early and stop taking taxi to school.
looked up to the sky at 10/20/2006 09:50:00 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
(okie i know you're both glaring at me, May and Fang, for not sleeping yet!)
a new start of year 3 semester 1,
a new beginning,
an endless horror,
with my lappy spoilt again T_T,
and alot more but i've forgotten right now. Heh.
With so much things happened within these 2 months, i'm not sure if i welcomed the start of this new semester.
Feeling a bit lost, to start all over again.
*Roarrrrrrrrrrrrr!
But praise lord, the holidays ended well!
Praise lord, for my wonderful friends who never fail to be there for me.
Praise lord, for supportive families.
Praise lord, for trusting my father that everything will be alright.
And praise lord, it sure turns out alright!
What would i do without you? And you gave me your ever-lasting unconditional love!
And i know i'm not alone.. To embark on this new chapter of my life, with your ever lasting grace, faith and love, and my beloved friends around me. Steady pom pee pee!
And provided that i can wake up on time tomorrow. :D HAHAHAHA.
Trust has never been so easy without my beloved father...
A few more hours to school,
(okie i know you're both glaring at me, May and Fang, for not sleeping yet!)
a new start of year 3 semester 1,
a new beginning,
an endless horror,
with my lappy spoilt again T_T,
and alot more but i've forgotten right now. Heh.
With so much things happened within these 2 months, i'm not sure if i welcomed the start of this new semester.
Feeling a bit lost, to start all over again.
*Roarrrrrrrrrrrrr!
But praise lord, the holidays ended well!
Praise lord, for my wonderful friends who never fail to be there for me.
Praise lord, for supportive families.
Praise lord, for trusting my father that everything will be alright.
And praise lord, it sure turns out alright!
What would i do without you? And you gave me your ever-lasting unconditional love!
And i know i'm not alone.. To embark on this new chapter of my life, with your ever lasting grace, faith and love, and my beloved friends around me. Steady pom pee pee!
And provided that i can wake up on time tomorrow. :D HAHAHAHA.
looked up to the sky at 10/16/2006 02:34:00 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
ROARRRRRRRR.
One last week to go...
Before school unleash his terror on us again!!! :(
ROARRRRRRRR.
looked up to the sky at 10/11/2006 02:08:00 AM
Friday, October 6, 2006
Basically this book is about meeting the five people who somehow, contributed/changed/illuminated/saved your life in heaven. And you know what, we could have heaven in our own perferences!
Kinda makes me wonder, if i am to die now, who will i meet in heaven? At the age of 19, I don't really have much "elligible" people who i could meet in heaven since most of them are still here. :/
So here goes- My 5 people whom i want to meet in heaven:
Who would you like to meet in heaven?
I just finished reading Mitch Albom's The five people you meet in heaven last night at 6am! And special thanks to Eunice who helped me find this book in the vast orchard library!
Basically this book is about meeting the five people who somehow, contributed/changed/illuminated/saved your life in heaven. And you know what, we could have heaven in our own perferences!
Kinda makes me wonder, if i am to die now, who will i meet in heaven? At the age of 19, I don't really have much "elligible" people who i could meet in heaven since most of them are still here. :/
So here goes- My 5 people whom i want to meet in heaven:
- My Grandfather- who passed away when i was 2. I used to stay with him and i was told he loved me the most. It'll be nice to catch up with him!
- My Auntie: who passed away when i was secondary four due to cancer. I could still remember those nights at the hospital, with my other relatives, watching my auntie spending her last few minutes struggling.
- My friend Yixian, who passed away in that very year too. I would like to know what happened to her that makes her want to leave this world in such an heartbreaking unusual fashion.
- My dear Thai cousin, Chot, who's the only one who could speak chinese and illuminated my childhood, but left so suddenly in a heart-wretching manner too...
- And of cause, Jesus and God, my father, who'll be welcoming me with open arms. :D
By the way: Whenever i friendster-surf, i love to read the stuffs they wrote in their profiles, especially their "about me" and "who i want to meet". Though most of the time people don't really take it seriously, i think it seriously says alot about themselves.
And i noticed a handful of people wrote "God" and "better half" in their "who i want to meet". Hmm.
And my heaven would be something similar to the Esplanade park. To be situated near to nature and not too much of modern buildings. And there i'll invite all the broken hearts to hang around in the park, enjoying the scenary and breeze, music and nice food! :D
So... Who would you want to meet in your heaven?
Woah can't wait to go to that heaven of mine! :D *ROAR*
looked up to the sky at 10/06/2006 02:35:00 PM
Thursday, October 5, 2006
And i really want to say a big thank you to you guys. Thank you for everything.
New layout
I'm not sure why the navigation bar above can't turn out right. Very ugly. Very tired looking at scripts too. I'm not sure why either, but i'm easily tired these days.
And i really want to say a big thank you to you guys. Thank you for everything.
looked up to the sky at 10/05/2006 04:01:00 PM
Sunday, October 1, 2006
Had a battle with my menses cramp earlier which really left me so tired and restless. And it's not like the usual cramp. It's so bad that i nearly fainted again and kept shivering. Thank God for taking it away. :)
I guess this is the price we women have to pay for not being required to go to army and all. :/ I think we can call it quits loh!
Anyway i was web-surfing last night and i came across this very interesting webby!
Presenting Faith the 2-legged dog!
Poor Faith was the only surviving puppy among its deformed siblings and she was intially bornt with 3 legs. And the worst thing is, Faith's mother probably thought Faith couldn't survive, along with her other siblings, and was trying to terminate her life!
Faith's front leg was so deformed that it had to be removed. But Faith learnt to walk upright!
It's just.. so amazing to see a dog to walk upright, without any kind of help! It's an almost impossible situation for a dog to survive without the two hind legs, needless to say a dog without the essential front legs. But it happened to Faith! And the best thing is Faith's owner credited Jesus for making such a miracle to happen. :)
And Faith looked so heipi... :) I like heipi dogs!
Such a inspirational story from Faith don't you think?
Do check out the webby to view more pictures and a video of Faith on a talkshow!
Sometimes i felt that nothing is impossible. With some perseverence, faith and the holy spirit, i really think everything is possible. Even though we will get hurt, fall or got our heart broken while pursuing the impossible, i believe the holy spirit will guide us through. For only God is capable of the impossible. :D
Now if only there's some way i could engrave this in my mind so that i wouldn't forget it when i'm down...
Transform my heart, my lord.
Oh man now i wish i could have a dog too! But i like cats too. I wonder if cat and dog could get along well under one roof. I wish i could have a collie or a pug, and a grey short-haired kitty. I'll probably name my dog "Dang" and my cat "Dong".
Dang Dong Dang Dong! Kinda noisy eh.
With a little Faith.
Still yet to find any blogskin that could really express what i'm feeling. Bahh.
Had a battle with my menses cramp earlier which really left me so tired and restless. And it's not like the usual cramp. It's so bad that i nearly fainted again and kept shivering. Thank God for taking it away. :)
I guess this is the price we women have to pay for not being required to go to army and all. :/ I think we can call it quits loh!
Anyway i was web-surfing last night and i came across this very interesting webby!
Presenting Faith the 2-legged dog!
Poor Faith was the only surviving puppy among its deformed siblings and she was intially bornt with 3 legs. And the worst thing is, Faith's mother probably thought Faith couldn't survive, along with her other siblings, and was trying to terminate her life!
Faith's front leg was so deformed that it had to be removed. But Faith learnt to walk upright!
It's just.. so amazing to see a dog to walk upright, without any kind of help! It's an almost impossible situation for a dog to survive without the two hind legs, needless to say a dog without the essential front legs. But it happened to Faith! And the best thing is Faith's owner credited Jesus for making such a miracle to happen. :)
And Faith looked so heipi... :) I like heipi dogs!
Such a inspirational story from Faith don't you think?
Do check out the webby to view more pictures and a video of Faith on a talkshow!
Sometimes i felt that nothing is impossible. With some perseverence, faith and the holy spirit, i really think everything is possible. Even though we will get hurt, fall or got our heart broken while pursuing the impossible, i believe the holy spirit will guide us through. For only God is capable of the impossible. :D
Now if only there's some way i could engrave this in my mind so that i wouldn't forget it when i'm down...
Transform my heart, my lord.
Oh man now i wish i could have a dog too! But i like cats too. I wonder if cat and dog could get along well under one roof. I wish i could have a collie or a pug, and a grey short-haired kitty. I'll probably name my dog "Dang" and my cat "Dong".
Dang Dong Dang Dong! Kinda noisy eh.
Au revoir
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