Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Gonna turn 24 in a month+ time... *twitch abit*
I really really reallllyyyy wanna look like the above than an underage twit. T_T
Hello lady
Absolutely love these looks from Jac+Jake!
Gonna turn 24 in a month+ time... *twitch abit*
I really really reallllyyyy wanna look like the above than an underage twit. T_T
looked up to the sky at 11/30/2010 12:04:00 AM
Saturday, November 27, 2010
It's always easier to fall back into the arms of sadness and depression.
When you're all alone wondering why the hell did such misfortune happens on you...
"I've tried so hard, why did it still happen?"
"Can't you see I care?"
"Why did it happen to me??"
Self-pity's like the only companion you can seek comfort in.
It's so easy, that you can't stop dwelling in that wretched darkness and comfort yourself that it's not your fault.
Then you watch the people around you moving forward.
You wish to go with them. But they drawn you like a huge magnet.
I still revisit them all the time.
I guess everybody do too.
But this time round, I won't be staying too long. *I promise*
Please grab my hand and dash for the exit if you see me staying too long.
:)
You revisit the same place where you left off.
It's always easier to fall back into the arms of sadness and depression.
When you're all alone wondering why the hell did such misfortune happens on you...
"I've tried so hard, why did it still happen?"
"Can't you see I care?"
"Why did it happen to me??"
Self-pity's like the only companion you can seek comfort in.
It's so easy, that you can't stop dwelling in that wretched darkness and comfort yourself that it's not your fault.
Then you watch the people around you moving forward.
You wish to go with them. But they drawn you like a huge magnet.
I still revisit them all the time.
I guess everybody do too.
But this time round, I won't be staying too long. *I promise*
Please grab my hand and dash for the exit if you see me staying too long.
:)
looked up to the sky at 11/27/2010 02:06:00 PM
Monday, November 22, 2010
My family, my friends... And the people who have came and left my life.
They amaze me with their love, and their ability of making me love them back in a way that I have never expected to do.
The love was very genuine at that very moment. It has generated so much joy that I could have never forget my whole life, and got has through so many obstacles.
Some love sustained through all odds.
Others, stopped without a warning, leaving you lost for years.
Some just didn't turn out right despite how hard you try.
The bible says:
If love is patient, why are we hurting each other with it?
If love is kind, why does it come with complicating consequences?
If love is torturous, why can't I stop thinking about those who have hurt us?
If it can destroy my world within seconds but leave you in pain for years, why do I still think of it all the time?
Then... My gaze stopped at the last sentence:
Oh God, please renew my spirit.
Change my heart and allow me to love the way You want it to be.
Give me hope that the past mistakes will be corrected.
Let us be found. Again.
Please lord.
Amen.
Love
Love.
My family, my friends... And the people who have came and left my life.
They amaze me with their love, and their ability of making me love them back in a way that I have never expected to do.
The love was very genuine at that very moment. It has generated so much joy that I could have never forget my whole life, and got has through so many obstacles.
Some love sustained through all odds.
Others, stopped without a warning, leaving you lost for years.
Some just didn't turn out right despite how hard you try.
The bible says:
1 Corinthians 13
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
If love is patient, why are we hurting each other with it?
If love is kind, why does it come with complicating consequences?
If love is torturous, why can't I stop thinking about those who have hurt us?
If it can destroy my world within seconds but leave you in pain for years, why do I still think of it all the time?
Then... My gaze stopped at the last sentence:
7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails... 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
Oh God, please renew my spirit.
Change my heart and allow me to love the way You want it to be.
Give me hope that the past mistakes will be corrected.
Let us be found. Again.
Please lord.
Amen.
looked up to the sky at 11/22/2010 11:37:00 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2010
But I've never expect this wound to be this huge.
There's nothing I could say or defend now...
Because what I've done to salvage, I know them deep within me.
It would only sound like an excuse or desperate defense now.
Let our jaded/hurt/disappointed selves dwell in this silence...
Heal...
Pray and faith will lead the way.
With faith, with faith...
They say time will heal everything.
But I've never expect this wound to be this huge.
There's nothing I could say or defend now...
Because what I've done to salvage, I know them deep within me.
It would only sound like an excuse or desperate defense now.
Let our jaded/hurt/disappointed selves dwell in this silence...
Heal...
Pray and faith will lead the way.
Au revoir
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