Friday, September 29, 2006
Which i have absolutely no idea how it happen. Maybe it's a sign from God. :D
Anyway i need to change one too, but the sad thing is i haven't been able to find a decent one that suits how i'm feeling now from the thousands of blogskins i've viewed.
I'm not sure if i would call myself being "anal" or "perfectionist". :/
BAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, this "dots" (literally) blog template is the very 1st template i ever opted for when i had my very 1st blog three years ago. It used to be called heipibin.blogspot, and heipi bin is what i used to call myself!
Heipi = Happy
Bin = "Min", which my family call me in some unknown dialect.
Heipibin. She seemed so far away.. So distance.
And i think i missed her.
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
My soul cries out.. To you.
Only tempoary.
My blogskin disappeared/got eaten up/lost!
Which i have absolutely no idea how it happen. Maybe it's a sign from God. :D
Anyway i need to change one too, but the sad thing is i haven't been able to find a decent one that suits how i'm feeling now from the thousands of blogskins i've viewed.
I'm not sure if i would call myself being "anal" or "perfectionist". :/
BAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, this "dots" (literally) blog template is the very 1st template i ever opted for when i had my very 1st blog three years ago. It used to be called heipibin.blogspot, and heipi bin is what i used to call myself!
Heipi = Happy
Bin = "Min", which my family call me in some unknown dialect.
Heipibin. She seemed so far away.. So distance.
And i think i missed her.
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
My soul cries out.. To you.
looked up to the sky at 9/29/2006 04:08:00 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Current Mood: Tired
Current Desktop: Sunset photos taken in Singapore that i've found in Deviant Art.
Toenail Colour: Black
Current Time: 12:22Am
Current Surroundings: My room.
Current Annoyance: My over bleached hair and many other things.
Current Best Friend(s): You know who you are. :D
First Movie: I think it's Disney's Aladdin with my parents when i was in K2.
Last Crush: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Last Movie: The devil wears prada.
Last phone call: My papa!! (same as Fang too)
Last song played: Corrinne May - Save Me. How true!
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No, but it'll be quite a desperate measure, i think.
Have you ever broken the law: Sadly yea. I stolewhen i was in Primary 1 and when i couldn't find any rubbish bins to throw my rubbish now and then.
Have you ever been arrested: :( When the school bookshop keeper found me stealing during Primary 1.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Haha not yet! Probably will want to try it in a swimming pool. Wouldn't want wild life & fishes coming near my privates.
Have you ever been on TV: Not that i know of. If ever i am i hope it's of good cause!
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Never will! Eee.
5 things you are wearing:
- Black fourskin T-shirt.
- Home pants.
- Hair band.
- And the bare essentials lah!
4 things you did today:
- Cooked maggie mee.
- Went to church.
- Dyed my hair.
- Play the sims!
3 things you can hear right now:
- Sound from the television
- the messenger sound
- and my electric fan.
1 thing you do when you're bored:
Praying.
5 lucky people to do this...
- Amanda
- Mellie
- Beekeng
- Cheryl
- Kexin
Wooo lucky you. ROARRRRRRRRR *pull my hair out*
Fang tagged me!
*Random...
Current Mood: Tired
Current Desktop: Sunset photos taken in Singapore that i've found in Deviant Art.
Toenail Colour: Black
Current Time: 12:22Am
Current Surroundings: My room.
Current Annoyance: My over bleached hair and many other things.
Current Best Friend(s): You know who you are. :D
First Movie: I think it's Disney's Aladdin with my parents when i was in K2.
Last Crush: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Last Movie: The devil wears prada.
Last phone call: My papa!! (same as Fang too)
Last song played: Corrinne May - Save Me. How true!
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No, but it'll be quite a desperate measure, i think.
Have you ever broken the law: Sadly yea. I stolewhen i was in Primary 1 and when i couldn't find any rubbish bins to throw my rubbish now and then.
Have you ever been arrested: :( When the school bookshop keeper found me stealing during Primary 1.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Haha not yet! Probably will want to try it in a swimming pool. Wouldn't want wild life & fishes coming near my privates.
Have you ever been on TV: Not that i know of. If ever i am i hope it's of good cause!
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Never will! Eee.
5 things you are wearing:
- Black fourskin T-shirt.
- Home pants.
- Hair band.
- And the bare essentials lah!
4 things you did today:
- Cooked maggie mee.
- Went to church.
- Dyed my hair.
- Play the sims!
3 things you can hear right now:
- Sound from the television
- the messenger sound
- and my electric fan.
1 thing you do when you're bored:
Praying.
5 lucky people to do this...
- Amanda
- Mellie
- Beekeng
- Cheryl
- Kexin
Wooo lucky you. ROARRRRRRRRR *pull my hair out*
looked up to the sky at 9/27/2006 01:15:00 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
I remembered setting goals and all for my past holidays. But this time round my holiday turns out differently..
Life now basically involves around hanging out with friends, trying not to think of what i should not think of, and preparing myself for another school term.
And preparation simply means sleeping, lazing around, playing games, and not intending to find any job at all.
Actually i wanted do find a job, but i intended to take a slower pace for this holiday.
Haiii, now i'm regreting for rejecting that job $4/h job in the internet cafe. I could probably laze around, play games when i'm having breaks too!! BAHH! :/
But you know what? Life is good. I have great friends (especially TouTous) and family & most importantly, God. But i can't deny that my heart's telling me that something, just something is missing... And i know what it is, but there's nothing much i can do.
ROAR *pull my hair out*
I think i'll go back to the Sims 2 get my male character to give birth to an alien baby. :D
Searching of faith
I wanna blog but feels like nothing i can really blog about here, and not to mention the blue singing bird is alread getting on my nerves.
I remembered setting goals and all for my past holidays. But this time round my holiday turns out differently..
Life now basically involves around hanging out with friends, trying not to think of what i should not think of, and preparing myself for another school term.
And preparation simply means sleeping, lazing around, playing games, and not intending to find any job at all.
Actually i wanted do find a job, but i intended to take a slower pace for this holiday.
Haiii, now i'm regreting for rejecting that job $4/h job in the internet cafe. I could probably laze around, play games when i'm having breaks too!! BAHH! :/
But you know what? Life is good. I have great friends (especially TouTous) and family & most importantly, God. But i can't deny that my heart's telling me that something, just something is missing... And i know what it is, but there's nothing much i can do.
ROAR *pull my hair out*
I think i'll go back to the Sims 2 get my male character to give birth to an alien baby. :D
looked up to the sky at 9/25/2006 11:49:00 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
Q: Name a friend who's names starts with 'S'*
Saikuan. *shudders* :/
Q: 4th person on your missed calls:*
May may!
Q: What did the last sms you received say?*
A good night sms from Kenneth.
Q: What is the next concert you're going to?*
Hopefully S.H.E's second world tour concert!
Q: Who is ur tallest friend?*
My brother-in-law, Weijie.
Q: What words do u say most of the time?*
Ohh.
Q: What is the last thing u ate?*
Some fried vegetarian stuff that i regretted eating now.
Q: Where was the last time u hang out?*
Bugis Junction! Nothing much though. :/
Q: Do u watch tv?*
Yeah but rather seldom.
Q: Have u watch pirates n the carribean?*
Yes to the 1st and No to the 2nd. & Don't even start May and Yan!
Q: When do u want to get married?*
Erm yea. :/
Q: What should u be doing right now?*
Sleeping before i woke up late the next day and being slaughter by Fang.
Q: Do u have nicknames?*
Bel, Tou Pok, Ravyn Raine, Ah Min.
Q: Who's the youngest one in the family?*
ME! :D
Q: Are u a heavy sleeper?*
You bet.
Q: Do you smile often?*
I try to. :D
Q: Are u a pizza lover?*
Not really though. Prefer sweet spicy chicken drumlets.
Q: Where was the last place u slept besidesyour house?*
On the car.
Q: Ever run out of petrol on the road?*
I don't even drive.
Q: Best movie you've seen in the past twoweeks?
The Devil Wears Prada. Witty.
****beST****
1. commercial break :
I like the woman's card ad! Hear me roar. *roar*
2. Female friend :
I can't decide again. I like all.
3. Vacation:
ChiangMai!
4. Day of the week:
Depends on my timetable now. But i like saturday!
5. Food:
Ahh i can't decide.
***Last***
1. Person you saw:
Annabel?
2.Talked to on the phone:
Fang!
3. Hugged:
May!
4. Person u texted:
Melissa.
***Today***
1. Is:
A cold rainy day.
2. Got any plans:
Going to collect my lappy with Fang.
3. Goal :
To move on and live life to the fullest.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow:
Waking up.
**Favorites**
1. Number(s):
2.
2. Song:
Currently would be F.I.R's track 7.
3. Color:
Still in black mode.
4. Season:
Winter.
**Currently**
1. Missing someone:
Jesus, my comfort and saviour.
Jesus please lift me up and into your warm arms, take me away, away from this cold hard world... Jesus please heal my wronged and empty soul, Jesus please...
Waiting for a miracle.
Heh I like doing get-to-know-myself quizes!
Q: Name a friend who's names starts with 'S'*
Saikuan. *shudders* :/
Q: 4th person on your missed calls:*
May may!
Q: What did the last sms you received say?*
A good night sms from Kenneth.
Q: What is the next concert you're going to?*
Hopefully S.H.E's second world tour concert!
Q: Who is ur tallest friend?*
My brother-in-law, Weijie.
Q: What words do u say most of the time?*
Ohh.
Q: What is the last thing u ate?*
Some fried vegetarian stuff that i regretted eating now.
Q: Where was the last time u hang out?*
Bugis Junction! Nothing much though. :/
Q: Do u watch tv?*
Yeah but rather seldom.
Q: Have u watch pirates n the carribean?*
Yes to the 1st and No to the 2nd. & Don't even start May and Yan!
Q: When do u want to get married?*
Erm yea. :/
Q: What should u be doing right now?*
Sleeping before i woke up late the next day and being slaughter by Fang.
Q: Do u have nicknames?*
Bel, Tou Pok, Ravyn Raine, Ah Min.
Q: Who's the youngest one in the family?*
ME! :D
Q: Are u a heavy sleeper?*
You bet.
Q: Do you smile often?*
I try to. :D
Q: Are u a pizza lover?*
Not really though. Prefer sweet spicy chicken drumlets.
Q: Where was the last place u slept besidesyour house?*
On the car.
Q: Ever run out of petrol on the road?*
I don't even drive.
Q: Best movie you've seen in the past twoweeks?
The Devil Wears Prada. Witty.
****beST****
1. commercial break :
I like the woman's card ad! Hear me roar. *roar*
2. Female friend :
I can't decide again. I like all.
3. Vacation:
ChiangMai!
4. Day of the week:
Depends on my timetable now. But i like saturday!
5. Food:
Ahh i can't decide.
***Last***
1. Person you saw:
Annabel?
2.Talked to on the phone:
Fang!
3. Hugged:
May!
4. Person u texted:
Melissa.
***Today***
1. Is:
A cold rainy day.
2. Got any plans:
Going to collect my lappy with Fang.
3. Goal :
To move on and live life to the fullest.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow:
Waking up.
**Favorites**
1. Number(s):
2.
2. Song:
Currently would be F.I.R's track 7.
3. Color:
Still in black mode.
4. Season:
Winter.
**Currently**
1. Missing someone:
Jesus, my comfort and saviour.
Jesus please lift me up and into your warm arms, take me away, away from this cold hard world... Jesus please heal my wronged and empty soul, Jesus please...
looked up to the sky at 9/18/2006 02:51:00 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Now i have to start all over again. Hah I guess God has his way of making me feel better or move.
Can't see the link? Let me show you:
Computer break down = nothing to do = clear up the clutter in my room = feel useful.
Here's another example:
Computer break down = nothing to do = borrow books to read = enhance knowledge.
:D
But most of all, thank you beloved Jesus for saving me from repeating the hell semester again. PRAISE LORD, my heavenly father above. Please don't abandon me.
Getting my lappy back tomorrow. SIMS 2 here i come! MUAHAHA!
Been awhile since i'm here since my beloved lappy broke down right after i spent 2 days to create my ideal neighbourhood in the Sims 2.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Now i have to start all over again. Hah I guess God has his way of making me feel better or move.
Can't see the link? Let me show you:
Computer break down = nothing to do = clear up the clutter in my room = feel useful.
Here's another example:
Computer break down = nothing to do = borrow books to read = enhance knowledge.
:D
But most of all, thank you beloved Jesus for saving me from repeating the hell semester again. PRAISE LORD, my heavenly father above. Please don't abandon me.
Getting my lappy back tomorrow. SIMS 2 here i come! MUAHAHA!
looked up to the sky at 9/18/2006 02:34:00 AM
Monday, September 11, 2006
心动变成心碎.
我的天空今天有点灰,
我的心是个落叶的季节.
我不知道如何度过今夜,
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭...
Maybe you didn't hear,
Maybe you didn't understand.
Maybe you do but decided not to do anything.
Maybe...
I'm just tired too.
But for you, and for myself.
i'll still try to give the best of me.
What i really need is comfy chair, coffee and warm double chocolate muffins!!! :D
我的天空有点灰.
想念变成怀念,
心动变成心碎.
我的天空今天有点灰,
我的心是个落叶的季节.
我不知道如何度过今夜,
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭...
Maybe you didn't hear,
Maybe you didn't understand.
Maybe you do but decided not to do anything.
Maybe...
I'm just tired too.
But for you, and for myself.
i'll still try to give the best of me.
What i really need is comfy chair, coffee and warm double chocolate muffins!!! :D
looked up to the sky at 9/11/2006 01:15:00 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
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Ahh i must have watched this video at least 10 times and i can't stop watching!!!
It's terrorising the hell outta me!!!
Going crazy.
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Ahh i must have watched this video at least 10 times and i can't stop watching!!!
It's terrorising the hell outta me!!!
looked up to the sky at 9/10/2006 08:58:00 PM
Thursday, September 7, 2006
If you didn't know, I'm extremely lost and hurt.
But that doesn't mean that i'm giving up on myself, that doesn't mean that i'm not helping myself, that doesn't mean that i have no diginity.
Breathing seems like the hardest thing now when my heart has reaches the end of its limit.
It just plainly meant that i'm too hurt, lost, tired to go on...
Concern takes more than words, claims. If you didn't understand this, perhaps you should reflect the "concern" you claimed to show?
Trying.
That's what i've been struggling to do...
If you didn't know, I'm extremely lost and hurt.
But that doesn't mean that i'm giving up on myself, that doesn't mean that i'm not helping myself, that doesn't mean that i have no diginity.
Breathing seems like the hardest thing now when my heart has reaches the end of its limit.
It just plainly meant that i'm too hurt, lost, tired to go on...
Concern takes more than words, claims. If you didn't understand this, perhaps you should reflect the "concern" you claimed to show?
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Went out for Kbox with May, Yan and Singwei today! It's the 2nd kbox trip this week already. So broke. :( But it was worth it! Sang most of my S.H.E songs with my fellow S.I.X (Singwei.Isabel.Xueyan) and MayMay! Muahaha.
May's shoulder and the embarrassing thing Singwei and Yan did bring a smile on my face. Fang you're missed!
Really wish i had more time hanging out with them. Can't believe Singwei's leaving for China next monday already. :( Everybody seems to be moving away...
looked up to the sky at 9/07/2006 12:42:00 AM
Wednesday, September 6, 2006
Recollection...
Chiang Mai trip was as usual; an escape from this mad cold world. The people we met, the places we went, my family, as well as the company of 2 of my best friends was an experience that would never be replacable.
Day 1:
We took Tiger Airway at the newly built Budget Airport. It was hilarious, in a bad way. :/
Oh my god it's such a far cry as compared to the other two terminals. Except for the Hans' restaurant and a few ticket booths, there's practically nothing there! And their tagline, "Enjoy the differences!" make me wanna laugh even harder. -_-"
Before going into the gate.
Okie maybe it's not so bad afterall. There's free internet, bookshop, 7-11, alcohol shop and all.
At the boarding gates.
On the plane. May and me while Yan engrossed in her PSP. Shucks.
Just arrive at the airport with my granny, ma, sis-in-laws and us!
Had dinner at the German brewery (again) on the 1st night. The Chiang Mai entertainment were nice as usual. I like! And it happened to be the start of Chiang Mai's rainy season on the day we arrived. BOO. :(
Day 2:
We went to my Ma's new land on the 2nd day before visiting my Granny. There was this huge lake or something like that. Very scary.
The scary lake.
Yan and May with their longans.
After saying hello to my Granny and relatives that was shopping on our own at Airport Plaza!And that's where we got addicted to coffee-drinking.
Cheap coffee, nice ambience, place to rest our tired feet and 2 best friends = *Ahhh...*
After which my Ma came to pick us up to the Weekend Market! I really like the interesting handicrafts and food and cultural stuffs sold at the market. But i didn't buy much though. And then it starts pouring again. :(
It was kinda fun when they played the Thai national anthem at 6pm and everybody hafta stop whatever they're doing and stand in respect. Thais are very patrotic.
After which we have dinner at some chinese restaurant where we stuff ourselves with the suckling pig. Then we went home and watched a Disney Mulan in Thai.
3rd Day:
We decided to go to Wiang Kum Kam, a histroical captial of the Lanna Kingdom (the kingdom that ruled Chiang Mai years ago) out of Chaing Mai Night Safari.
Singing to my Ipod in our room.
Wiang Kum Kam was buried underground due to a flood and it was redicovered only this recent 2 decades. I've been there once, but still, very interesting!
A dog whom got his head stucked. Nah he's just drinking water.
Us and our horse carriage!
Ancient ruins.
We also came across something werid. We came across this famous Thai theatre actor's house whom already passed away. But neighbours STILL reported seeing him around in the house. My ma suggested us to take some photos of the house for we might saw something.
And I did.
Out of the three cameras we have, mine actually showed a figure peeking behind the windows. Spooky right?!!
But i decided it wouldn't be good to bring the photos back, so i deteled it. :/
My friend!
Ruins submerged in water due to rain. Looked like a palace in a lake.
Praying.
Grand.
And then it started pouring again. :/
When over to my Ma's land and caught some catfishes for later's BBQ!
Sorry catfishes. :/
My other relatives came over and we had a good time eating and playing fireworks!
Pretty eurasian kids and my niece!
The females in my family.
My cousin, the firework expert.
The spectators.
My bro and sis-in-law also gave my Ma an surprised early birthday celebration!
Heipi Birthday Ma.
My dearest family...
4th day:
We went over to Ka Suan K** (forgot how to spell) for our last chance to shop! Had ice-cream on waffles for breakie! Did my nails and bought a new mickey mouse wallet and tops for myself! Heh. Took some random photos.
Yan looking out the windows.
May and her usual cheekiness.
Ravyn isabel...
Went home to pack our stuffs then proceed to my Granny's to say goodbye to her and my relatives. Sigh...
And here i am. I'm missing it already...
If only i could go back...
It's been one week since i returned from Chiang Mai with Yan and May. I know i've repeated myself many times, but so many things happened...
Recollection...
Chiang Mai trip was as usual; an escape from this mad cold world. The people we met, the places we went, my family, as well as the company of 2 of my best friends was an experience that would never be replacable.
Day 1:
We took Tiger Airway at the newly built Budget Airport. It was hilarious, in a bad way. :/
Oh my god it's such a far cry as compared to the other two terminals. Except for the Hans' restaurant and a few ticket booths, there's practically nothing there! And their tagline, "Enjoy the differences!" make me wanna laugh even harder. -_-"
Before going into the gate.
Okie maybe it's not so bad afterall. There's free internet, bookshop, 7-11, alcohol shop and all.
At the boarding gates.
On the plane. May and me while Yan engrossed in her PSP. Shucks.
Just arrive at the airport with my granny, ma, sis-in-laws and us!
Had dinner at the German brewery (again) on the 1st night. The Chiang Mai entertainment were nice as usual. I like! And it happened to be the start of Chiang Mai's rainy season on the day we arrived. BOO. :(
Day 2:
We went to my Ma's new land on the 2nd day before visiting my Granny. There was this huge lake or something like that. Very scary.
The scary lake.
Yan and May with their longans.
After saying hello to my Granny and relatives that was shopping on our own at Airport Plaza!And that's where we got addicted to coffee-drinking.
Cheap coffee, nice ambience, place to rest our tired feet and 2 best friends = *Ahhh...*
After which my Ma came to pick us up to the Weekend Market! I really like the interesting handicrafts and food and cultural stuffs sold at the market. But i didn't buy much though. And then it starts pouring again. :(
It was kinda fun when they played the Thai national anthem at 6pm and everybody hafta stop whatever they're doing and stand in respect. Thais are very patrotic.
After which we have dinner at some chinese restaurant where we stuff ourselves with the suckling pig. Then we went home and watched a Disney Mulan in Thai.
3rd Day:
We decided to go to Wiang Kum Kam, a histroical captial of the Lanna Kingdom (the kingdom that ruled Chiang Mai years ago) out of Chaing Mai Night Safari.
Singing to my Ipod in our room.
Wiang Kum Kam was buried underground due to a flood and it was redicovered only this recent 2 decades. I've been there once, but still, very interesting!
A dog whom got his head stucked. Nah he's just drinking water.
Us and our horse carriage!
Ancient ruins.
We also came across something werid. We came across this famous Thai theatre actor's house whom already passed away. But neighbours STILL reported seeing him around in the house. My ma suggested us to take some photos of the house for we might saw something.
And I did.
Out of the three cameras we have, mine actually showed a figure peeking behind the windows. Spooky right?!!
But i decided it wouldn't be good to bring the photos back, so i deteled it. :/
My friend!
Ruins submerged in water due to rain. Looked like a palace in a lake.
Praying.
Grand.
And then it started pouring again. :/
When over to my Ma's land and caught some catfishes for later's BBQ!
Sorry catfishes. :/
My other relatives came over and we had a good time eating and playing fireworks!
Pretty eurasian kids and my niece!
The females in my family.
My cousin, the firework expert.
The spectators.
My bro and sis-in-law also gave my Ma an surprised early birthday celebration!
Heipi Birthday Ma.
My dearest family...
4th day:
We went over to Ka Suan K** (forgot how to spell) for our last chance to shop! Had ice-cream on waffles for breakie! Did my nails and bought a new mickey mouse wallet and tops for myself! Heh. Took some random photos.
Yan looking out the windows.
May and her usual cheekiness.
Ravyn isabel...
Went home to pack our stuffs then proceed to my Granny's to say goodbye to her and my relatives. Sigh...
And here i am. I'm missing it already...
looked up to the sky at 9/06/2006 01:42:00 AM
Monday, September 4, 2006
Didn't want to do anything to them intially. Too tired and numb to do anything.
But when it striked me again, I could still feel the pain.
I'm not allowed to stop. No. Time doesn't allow me to stop and linger like how i used to.
Reborn.
Learning from my past mistakes, looking forward with my friends, family and God's love,
I'll try my very best to be me again.
Reborn again...
Still trying to catch up...
So many things and clutter in my mind that i don't know how to start organising them.
Didn't want to do anything to them intially. Too tired and numb to do anything.
But when it striked me again, I could still feel the pain.
I'm not allowed to stop. No. Time doesn't allow me to stop and linger like how i used to.
Reborn.
Learning from my past mistakes, looking forward with my friends, family and God's love,
I'll try my very best to be me again.
Reborn again...
looked up to the sky at 9/04/2006 10:51:00 PM
Sunday, September 3, 2006
A part of me died tonight.
Reborn, i hope. I'll try.
looked up to the sky at 9/03/2006 06:14:00 AM
Saturday, September 2, 2006
Can't breathe, can't breathe...
I've lost to life's uncertainy and confusion.
I can't see.
I'm seriously lost.
When will you just get it...
Things come and go so fast that i've barely turned and looked back.
Can't breathe, can't breathe...
I've lost to life's uncertainy and confusion.
I can't see.
I'm seriously lost.
Au revoir
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