Monday, January 12, 2009
Been having stomach upset the whole day and farted the day away.
I know this is what i've been working my way up to for years...
I know i love the country so much and can't wait to move there.
I know i've always wanted to be part of this.
But now that it has arrived... I'm 即期待又怕受傷害.
I promised i'll do you guys proud and not be discouraged over the slightest thing.
I promised to do my very best and shine.
I promised to really enjoy myself and show them who i really are.
I promised not to cry.
I miss my dearie and lao pos and 6eians already. :(
God please bless me with your faith and wisdom, everything will go on smoothly.
GOD PLEASE BE WITH ME!!!
leaving in a few hours time..
I am so nervous rather than being excited.
Been having stomach upset the whole day and farted the day away.
I know this is what i've been working my way up to for years...
I know i love the country so much and can't wait to move there.
I know i've always wanted to be part of this.
But now that it has arrived... I'm 即期待又怕受傷害.
I promised i'll do you guys proud and not be discouraged over the slightest thing.
I promised to do my very best and shine.
I promised to really enjoy myself and show them who i really are.
I promised not to cry.
I miss my dearie and lao pos and 6eians already. :(
God please bless me with your faith and wisdom, everything will go on smoothly.
GOD PLEASE BE WITH ME!!!
Labels: emo
looked up to the sky at 1/12/2009 02:43:00 AM
Monday, January 5, 2009
May's leaving in a few hours... And i'm leaving in a week's time.
I'm awfully glad i've managed to have a wonderful sat with the people i truly wanna love and appreciate before we left.
Was kinda emo during the birthday bbq initially (sorry to Tous who have to bear my childish complains and tearing) but i've really learnt to be humble, appreciative and contend with what i have this year.
Though i'm kinda awared of the plans for the surprise birthday bbq, i'm still entirely grateful for the effort, for the present, for the expenses spent, for the amount of sleep you guys have sacrifice for me.
The video you guys created for me and ab almost sent me to the verge of tearing up again. If i looked bo-chup, i'm really trying so so hard to contain my inner crying baby again.
I never realised how much people and effort it took to bake a cheese cake.
I never realised how much time and effort it took to shoot the process of the birthday surprise planning.
I never realised how much sleep you'll sacrifice just for a night of celebration.
I never realised i have friends who are willing to help and involve themselves so deeply into the plannings though our friendship are not as deeply rooted...
I never realised there will be friends whom I have just bonded a couple of months ago, yet are willing to invest more than the other friends whom i've known half my life.
I never realised how patient my laopos are always willing to be, when i'm dyeing my hair while we hardly have time together, or still patiently helped me picked out a new jacket when we were due at the bbq venue.
I never realised how blessed i am, to have a wonderful boyfriend who has sacrificed all his leave, money and sleep when he could be jolly well WOW-ing or just being his usual jolly slacker self. ;]
I never realised that i still have loved ones who'll always have faith and confience in me, when others are shaking their head at my lack of disabilities and i'm crying my ass out as usual.
This year's birthday wish...
All i really want is to be a more confidence and faithful me, mend all the broken relationships in my life and treasure the precious friends and family i have.
Let's promise to walk this life together, shall we?
Couldn't sleep.
2009 has barged its way in, whether i like it or not.
May's leaving in a few hours... And i'm leaving in a week's time.
I'm awfully glad i've managed to have a wonderful sat with the people i truly wanna love and appreciate before we left.
Was kinda emo during the birthday bbq initially (sorry to Tous who have to bear my childish complains and tearing) but i've really learnt to be humble, appreciative and contend with what i have this year.
Though i'm kinda awared of the plans for the surprise birthday bbq, i'm still entirely grateful for the effort, for the present, for the expenses spent, for the amount of sleep you guys have sacrifice for me.
The video you guys created for me and ab almost sent me to the verge of tearing up again. If i looked bo-chup, i'm really trying so so hard to contain my inner crying baby again.
I never realised how much people and effort it took to bake a cheese cake.
I never realised how much time and effort it took to shoot the process of the birthday surprise planning.
I never realised how much sleep you'll sacrifice just for a night of celebration.
I never realised i have friends who are willing to help and involve themselves so deeply into the plannings though our friendship are not as deeply rooted...
I never realised there will be friends whom I have just bonded a couple of months ago, yet are willing to invest more than the other friends whom i've known half my life.
I never realised how patient my laopos are always willing to be, when i'm dyeing my hair while we hardly have time together, or still patiently helped me picked out a new jacket when we were due at the bbq venue.
I never realised how blessed i am, to have a wonderful boyfriend who has sacrificed all his leave, money and sleep when he could be jolly well WOW-ing or just being his usual jolly slacker self. ;]
I never realised that i still have loved ones who'll always have faith and confience in me, when others are shaking their head at my lack of disabilities and i'm crying my ass out as usual.
This year's birthday wish...
All i really want is to be a more confidence and faithful me, mend all the broken relationships in my life and treasure the precious friends and family i have.
Let's promise to walk this life together, shall we?
Labels: heipi birthday, thoughts and reflection
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