Wednesday, January 31, 2007
LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *jump in joy and laugh like crazy*
Seriously, i've killed far too much brain cells already, i'm going retarted soon. hai i suppose that's the capacity of my very small and average brain. My lappy breaking down and has to be reformat again. My brain's about to do the same thing too. But to be honest, i'm going to miss school and everything. No more meeting fang, kai, eunice, mellie, mandi, and current classmates in school anymore...
On a brighter note, S.H.E concert was great last saturday (as usual)! Hahaha my seats this time was better than the previous concert! And needless to say they're charming as usual lah. I get to see my beloved S.H.E up close! SHIOK! And it was worth it to pay 150 bucks to see S.H.E, Stephanie Sun *wink at may* and fei lun hai (okie not so much of them). And thank you kai so much for watching it with me. I swear, if not for all the current deadlines and all, i would have waited hours and attend all their autograph sessions. HAI.
The death of 许玮伦 has really got me thinking and be content with what i have now. Can't stop paying attention and searching news of her death and ab's doing the same too. It's really such pity that such an angel like her has departed this world... May Father bless her and keep her by Your side.
And welcome back Lee Sing Wei! :D
Last week of school again.
Last week of school.
LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *jump in joy and laugh like crazy*
Seriously, i've killed far too much brain cells already, i'm going retarted soon. hai i suppose that's the capacity of my very small and average brain. My lappy breaking down and has to be reformat again. My brain's about to do the same thing too. But to be honest, i'm going to miss school and everything. No more meeting fang, kai, eunice, mellie, mandi, and current classmates in school anymore...
On a brighter note, S.H.E concert was great last saturday (as usual)! Hahaha my seats this time was better than the previous concert! And needless to say they're charming as usual lah. I get to see my beloved S.H.E up close! SHIOK! And it was worth it to pay 150 bucks to see S.H.E, Stephanie Sun *wink at may* and fei lun hai (okie not so much of them). And thank you kai so much for watching it with me. I swear, if not for all the current deadlines and all, i would have waited hours and attend all their autograph sessions. HAI.
The death of 许玮伦 has really got me thinking and be content with what i have now. Can't stop paying attention and searching news of her death and ab's doing the same too. It's really such pity that such an angel like her has departed this world... May Father bless her and keep her by Your side.
And welcome back Lee Sing Wei! :D
looked up to the sky at 1/31/2007 03:34:00 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
Farewell 许玮伦...
Even though i'm not exactly her fan, but it's really shocking and sad to know such a thing happened to her... Makes you realise how fragile life can be. Oh man. :( Hai God bless her.
looked up to the sky at 1/29/2007 08:20:00 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
Moo!
Looking at the time now, i really need to spank myself for not sleeping. But i don't know why, i really really can't tear my eyes off my fisheye photos and the other lomography forum.
Presenting... *drumrolls* the favourites from the 1st roll taken by Moo the fisheye!!!
Please drop a comment okie? :D
Special thanks to Kai for Moo again. :)
Labels: photography, photos
looked up to the sky at 1/22/2007 04:19:00 AM
A FATHER PASSING BY HIS SON'S BEDROOM WAS ASTONISHED TO SEE THE BEDWAS NICELY MADE AND EVERYTHING WAS PICKED UP. THEN HE SAW AN ENVELOPE PROPPED UP PROMINENTLY ON THE CENTER OF THE BED.
IT WAS ADDRESSED, "DAD".!
WITH THE WORST PREMONITION, HE OPENED THE ENVELOPE AND READTHE LETTER WITH TREMBLING HANDS:
DEAR DAD,IT IS WITH GREAT REGRET AND SORROW THAT I'M WRITING THIS. I HAD TO ELOPE WITH MY NEW GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I WANTED TO AVOID A SCENE WITH MOM AND YOU. I'VE BEEN FINDING REAL PASSION WITH BARBARA AND SHE ISSO NICE EVEN WITH ALL HER PIERCING, TATTOOS, AND HERTIGHT MOTORCYCLE CLOTHES. BUT IT'S NOT ONLY THE PASSION DAD, SHE'S PREGNANT AND BARBARA SAID THAT WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY. EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T CARE FOR HER AS SHEIS MUCH OLDER THAN I, SHE ALREADY OWNS A TRAILERIN THE WOODS AND HAS A STACK OF FIREWOOD FOR THE WHOLE WINTER. SHE WANTS TO HAVE MANY MORE CHILDRENWITH ME AND THAT'S NOW ONE OF MY DREAMS TOO.
BARBARA TAUGHT ME THAT MARIJUANA DOESN'T REALLY HURT ANYONE AND WE'LL BE GROWING IT FOR OURSELVES AND TRADINGIT WITH HER FRIENDS FOR ALL THE COCAINE AND ECSTASY WE WANT. IN THE MEANTIME, WE'LL PRAY THAT SCIENCE WILL FIND A CUREFOR AIDS SO BARBARA CAN GET BETTER; SHE SURE DESERVES IT!! DON'T WORRY DAD, I'M 15 YEARS OLD NOW AND I KNOW HOW TO TAKECARE OF MYSELF. SOMEDAY I'M SURE WE'LL BE BACK TO VISIT SO YOU CAN GET TO KNOW YOUR GRANDCHILDREN.
YOUR SON, JOHN
P.S. DAD, NONE OF THIS IS TRUE. I'M OVER AT THE NEIGHBOR'SHOUSE. I JUST WANTED TO REMIND YOU THAT THERE ARE WORSE THINGS IN LIFE THAN MY REPORT CARDTHAT'S IN MY DESK CENTER DRAWER. I LOVE YOU! CALL WHEN IT'S SAFE FOR ME TO COME HOME
Wah i might have already fainted halfway through the letter if i'm his pa. Smart kid! Anyway, i hope you're doing well. :)
Reading all my classmates blog really make me feel very outdated. Outdated in the sense that there's still many many things that i've yet to try/experienced.
Maybe, or perhaps i wish to:
Got this from an ex-classmate blog...
A FATHER PASSING BY HIS SON'S BEDROOM WAS ASTONISHED TO SEE THE BEDWAS NICELY MADE AND EVERYTHING WAS PICKED UP. THEN HE SAW AN ENVELOPE PROPPED UP PROMINENTLY ON THE CENTER OF THE BED.
IT WAS ADDRESSED, "DAD".!
WITH THE WORST PREMONITION, HE OPENED THE ENVELOPE AND READTHE LETTER WITH TREMBLING HANDS:
DEAR DAD,IT IS WITH GREAT REGRET AND SORROW THAT I'M WRITING THIS. I HAD TO ELOPE WITH MY NEW GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I WANTED TO AVOID A SCENE WITH MOM AND YOU. I'VE BEEN FINDING REAL PASSION WITH BARBARA AND SHE ISSO NICE EVEN WITH ALL HER PIERCING, TATTOOS, AND HERTIGHT MOTORCYCLE CLOTHES. BUT IT'S NOT ONLY THE PASSION DAD, SHE'S PREGNANT AND BARBARA SAID THAT WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY. EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T CARE FOR HER AS SHEIS MUCH OLDER THAN I, SHE ALREADY OWNS A TRAILERIN THE WOODS AND HAS A STACK OF FIREWOOD FOR THE WHOLE WINTER. SHE WANTS TO HAVE MANY MORE CHILDRENWITH ME AND THAT'S NOW ONE OF MY DREAMS TOO.
BARBARA TAUGHT ME THAT MARIJUANA DOESN'T REALLY HURT ANYONE AND WE'LL BE GROWING IT FOR OURSELVES AND TRADINGIT WITH HER FRIENDS FOR ALL THE COCAINE AND ECSTASY WE WANT. IN THE MEANTIME, WE'LL PRAY THAT SCIENCE WILL FIND A CUREFOR AIDS SO BARBARA CAN GET BETTER; SHE SURE DESERVES IT!! DON'T WORRY DAD, I'M 15 YEARS OLD NOW AND I KNOW HOW TO TAKECARE OF MYSELF. SOMEDAY I'M SURE WE'LL BE BACK TO VISIT SO YOU CAN GET TO KNOW YOUR GRANDCHILDREN.
YOUR SON, JOHN
P.S. DAD, NONE OF THIS IS TRUE. I'M OVER AT THE NEIGHBOR'SHOUSE. I JUST WANTED TO REMIND YOU THAT THERE ARE WORSE THINGS IN LIFE THAN MY REPORT CARDTHAT'S IN MY DESK CENTER DRAWER. I LOVE YOU! CALL WHEN IT'S SAFE FOR ME TO COME HOME
Wah i might have already fainted halfway through the letter if i'm his pa. Smart kid! Anyway, i hope you're doing well. :)
Reading all my classmates blog really make me feel very outdated. Outdated in the sense that there's still many many things that i've yet to try/experienced.
Maybe, or perhaps i wish to:
- club
- have more nightlife with the poly people
- perhaps work freelace or something?
I feel abit... lack of... colour? Would i be a better isabel if i did the above stuffs? Somehow i feel dull...
Fill me with your holy spirit my lord.
Labels: haha hoho, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 1/22/2007 12:33:00 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Mickey and Moo. :D
Feel like going on a camera spree man... Feel like taking Moo out and snap snap snap. Hai but the workload and deadlines are scaring the hell outta me already. 1 more week, my Lord be with me please.
ROARRRRRRRRR by the way i've been having massive stomach upset and i just shitted ah. Thank you thank you.
lord make me holy.
Haha, i know this might sound silly, but i've decided to name my digital camera "mickey" and my fisheye "moo".
Mickey and Moo. :D
Feel like going on a camera spree man... Feel like taking Moo out and snap snap snap. Hai but the workload and deadlines are scaring the hell outta me already. 1 more week, my Lord be with me please.
ROARRRRRRRRR by the way i've been having massive stomach upset and i just shitted ah. Thank you thank you.
Labels: ehhh weird
looked up to the sky at 1/20/2007 03:42:00 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
......
......... lost for good.
.....
........ Not exactly depressed, nor anything. Nothing happen. really. I don't know what's wrong.
Just feel so stressed, so burdened with this heavy load of tears inside me.
What am i doing.
cruel, unforgettable... milestone.
listening to: Love story - 范逸臣
......
......... lost for good.
.....
........ Not exactly depressed, nor anything. Nothing happen. really. I don't know what's wrong.
Just feel so stressed, so burdened with this heavy load of tears inside me.
What am i doing.
Labels: photos, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 1/19/2007 03:29:00 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
2 more weeks to the end of my year 3 semester 1.
2 more weeks to not seeing kai, fang and the other graduating friends in school.
2 more weeks to may's freedom. *winks* :p
2 more week to our freedom.
2 more weeks to me staying in school without you guys.
Hai.
BUT 1 more week to S.H.E perfect three concert MUAHAHAHAHA!
I know i kept talking about turning back time and living my life right, but i just want you to know i've always appreciate and grateful that you were part of my life. I just wish that it wasn't so bad because we once played an important role... And be it good or bad, it was significant. Maybe it's just me, maybe you still think badly. But thank you, for remembering, because i saw that entry.
fall in his arms, the tears will fall down.
2 more weeks to the end of my year 3 semester 1.
2 more weeks to not seeing kai, fang and the other graduating friends in school.
2 more weeks to may's freedom. *winks* :p
2 more week to our freedom.
2 more weeks to me staying in school without you guys.
Hai.
BUT 1 more week to S.H.E perfect three concert MUAHAHAHAHA!
I know i kept talking about turning back time and living my life right, but i just want you to know i've always appreciate and grateful that you were part of my life. I just wish that it wasn't so bad because we once played an important role... And be it good or bad, it was significant. Maybe it's just me, maybe you still think badly. But thank you, for remembering, because i saw that entry.
Labels: photos, thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 1/18/2007 12:54:00 AM
Monday, January 15, 2007
Something that keeps bothering me and making me depressed, but still, i commit it every day.
I regret about eating that prata when i promised to stay away from suppers.
I regret not sleeping early which leds to me waking up late and sometimes skipping school.
I regret not putting in my best for work when i know how far behind i am as from others and my goals.
I regret not knowing what i exactly know what makes up of me.
I know you might be disappointed of me, perhaps that's why you are keeping a distance away from me.
I know it seems abit ridiculous, but almost 3 years in masscom, i'm still not very sure where do i excel in. I tell others and myself that my passion lies in music and photography, but really, who am i kidding? I'm such an amateur as compared to the other genius in masscomm. The more i look at my photos and achievement along this 3 years, the more i think i'm a joke man. I'm no arty farty, neither am i creative. I'm not sharp, nor i clever nor am i sociable. I think i'm not even street smart man. I'm just so unmotivated and i really wish there was something i could do about it.
Sorry for this extremely emo post man. At the end of this 3 years i really can't see that direction that i once see so clearly. I really thank God so many times for the wonderful people that he has surrounded me in... But i'm just so depressed and disappointed with myself and i kinda know that the people i love are feeling the same too.
If time allows,
i want to go back in time.
i want to commit myself to church and a cca.
i want to devote myself earlier into my passions.
But it has come and go, not even turning back to wave.
I just wish for God's holy spirit to guide me through my wandering heart and be a true woman of his.
amen.
Regrets
Something that i keep commiting, but can't or don't have enough determination to do something about it.
Something that keeps bothering me and making me depressed, but still, i commit it every day.
I regret about eating that prata when i promised to stay away from suppers.
I regret not sleeping early which leds to me waking up late and sometimes skipping school.
I regret not putting in my best for work when i know how far behind i am as from others and my goals.
I regret not knowing what i exactly know what makes up of me.
I know you might be disappointed of me, perhaps that's why you are keeping a distance away from me.
I know it seems abit ridiculous, but almost 3 years in masscom, i'm still not very sure where do i excel in. I tell others and myself that my passion lies in music and photography, but really, who am i kidding? I'm such an amateur as compared to the other genius in masscomm. The more i look at my photos and achievement along this 3 years, the more i think i'm a joke man. I'm no arty farty, neither am i creative. I'm not sharp, nor i clever nor am i sociable. I think i'm not even street smart man. I'm just so unmotivated and i really wish there was something i could do about it.
Sorry for this extremely emo post man. At the end of this 3 years i really can't see that direction that i once see so clearly. I really thank God so many times for the wonderful people that he has surrounded me in... But i'm just so depressed and disappointed with myself and i kinda know that the people i love are feeling the same too.
If time allows,
i want to go back in time.
i want to commit myself to church and a cca.
i want to devote myself earlier into my passions.
But it has come and go, not even turning back to wave.
I just wish for God's holy spirit to guide me through my wandering heart and be a true woman of his.
amen.
Labels: thoughts and reflection
looked up to the sky at 1/15/2007 11:18:00 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Ab said i looked like the monster in "The Host".
Just a couple of photos to show how 'deformed' my mouth look like to start it off. HAHA
Dang. i'm in the big two already. dang dang dang.
Had a blessed and wonderful birthday with every of the people i love this year. And the gifts!! Heh heh heh. But i'm sorry that i've overdid the 'hints'. Sorry i'm so shameless this year. :/
Gotten my very 1st 20th birthday present from Kai - a fisheye! I'm so thrilled and couldn't stop playing with it once i gotten it! So sorry for spoiling the surprise too Kai but it's really too good to be true! ^^^^^^^^^^^^
Birthday celebration started on sunday with the May and Yan coming to my house in advance to wake me up for our kbox appointment. Heh my resolution of 'trying not to let the wait to be more than 15mins' didn't exactly go very well. But thank u so much for the 2 blue topshop tops that must have cost you guys a bomb!
Two mega candles from now on.
Love you Fang May Yan!^^^^
Had a not very tasteful but peaceful dinner with my family at fortunate restaturant and my cousin delivered me my 3rd present - a green adidas bag! Heh heh heh finally i own an original adidas apart from my fake green adidas jacket. ^^
My cute aunties and granny your highness.
Met up with Kai and thank you for the beautiful scenary at seletar reservior and fireworks surprise at the stroke of 12am. :D
Off to school the next day and finally get it over and done with both IS presentation. Then it's finally dinner with the 6e gang.
Kai and me in my supposedly blue black hair.
Hammy Yuting and me
Kai Nasheng Tak Tak.
Gotten my 1st roll of fisheye - didn't turn out very well but was good attempt i supposed! Cafe cartel was kinda bad because of its service and we went over to Esplanade for the cake.
Us in model-like pose. lol i look damn fugly
All of us at Esplanade
my deformed mouth at work again
Us again
Thank you for the wonderful card made by Yuting, the earring made by Yongtak, the eyeliner that you guys know i needed, and last but not least... the dress that i heavily hinted on. HAHAHAHA
Seriously... Thank you so much for this wonderful birthday celebration. I know i've been having mood swings, snapping at people *bow at kai especially* and harping on wanting to be alone for birthday. I'm so sorry that you guys didn't give up on me and still giving me the best of what you guys can give. It's really been a tough year and so much have changed that sometimes i'm still kinda in shock and not sure what my next step is. Thank you so much my dears for remembering and making it special.
I'm so thankful for you all. :D
And thank you God, for my 20th birthday to be so blissful. Thank God for surrounding me with so many precious dears. I just want to be a woman of your light, grace and love. Light of the World guide my path, i'll go anywhere you go. :D Creator of the world, i am yours.
20th life
It's been awhile since i've updated this space again... :/
Ab said i looked like the monster in "The Host".
Just a couple of photos to show how 'deformed' my mouth look like to start it off. HAHA
Dang. i'm in the big two already. dang dang dang.
Had a blessed and wonderful birthday with every of the people i love this year. And the gifts!! Heh heh heh. But i'm sorry that i've overdid the 'hints'. Sorry i'm so shameless this year. :/
Gotten my very 1st 20th birthday present from Kai - a fisheye! I'm so thrilled and couldn't stop playing with it once i gotten it! So sorry for spoiling the surprise too Kai but it's really too good to be true! ^^^^^^^^^^^^
Birthday celebration started on sunday with the May and Yan coming to my house in advance to wake me up for our kbox appointment. Heh my resolution of 'trying not to let the wait to be more than 15mins' didn't exactly go very well. But thank u so much for the 2 blue topshop tops that must have cost you guys a bomb!
Two mega candles from now on.
Love you Fang May Yan!^^^^
Had a not very tasteful but peaceful dinner with my family at fortunate restaturant and my cousin delivered me my 3rd present - a green adidas bag! Heh heh heh finally i own an original adidas apart from my fake green adidas jacket. ^^
My cute aunties and granny your highness.
Met up with Kai and thank you for the beautiful scenary at seletar reservior and fireworks surprise at the stroke of 12am. :D
Off to school the next day and finally get it over and done with both IS presentation. Then it's finally dinner with the 6e gang.
Kai and me in my supposedly blue black hair.
Hammy Yuting and me
Kai Nasheng Tak Tak.
Gotten my 1st roll of fisheye - didn't turn out very well but was good attempt i supposed! Cafe cartel was kinda bad because of its service and we went over to Esplanade for the cake.
Us in model-like pose. lol i look damn fugly
All of us at Esplanade
my deformed mouth at work again
Us again
Thank you for the wonderful card made by Yuting, the earring made by Yongtak, the eyeliner that you guys know i needed, and last but not least... the dress that i heavily hinted on. HAHAHAHA
Seriously... Thank you so much for this wonderful birthday celebration. I know i've been having mood swings, snapping at people *bow at kai especially* and harping on wanting to be alone for birthday. I'm so sorry that you guys didn't give up on me and still giving me the best of what you guys can give. It's really been a tough year and so much have changed that sometimes i'm still kinda in shock and not sure what my next step is. Thank you so much my dears for remembering and making it special.
I'm so thankful for you all. :D
And thank you God, for my 20th birthday to be so blissful. Thank God for surrounding me with so many precious dears. I just want to be a woman of your light, grace and love. Light of the World guide my path, i'll go anywhere you go. :D Creator of the world, i am yours.
Still can't believe that i'm 20 already. Dang.
Labels: beloved God, heipi birthday, photos
looked up to the sky at 1/11/2007 01:28:00 AM
Saturday, January 6, 2007
And i nearly broke down and cry instead of rushing for class.
I'm really sorry for being moody, i'm really sorry for not doing my part. I'm really sorry for being so distracted and sleepy. I'm really sorry that my face seemed to be so so black that you guys don't really dare to talk to me because what i really need is you to give me a hug or ask me along to the toilet.
Hai.
Today is a bad school day.
And i nearly broke down and cry instead of rushing for class.
I'm really sorry for being moody, i'm really sorry for not doing my part. I'm really sorry for being so distracted and sleepy. I'm really sorry that my face seemed to be so so black that you guys don't really dare to talk to me because what i really need is you to give me a hug or ask me along to the toilet.
Labels: emo
Au revoir
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