Sunday, August 22, 2010
I still think of you everyday, every moment. The road that we once walked, the embrace we shared in our room, the tears and shouting that happened in the corner of my house. It's almost like watching it happening again in the every bits and corner that we used to share. Only difference is that they're all empty spaces and will never be filled up again. If only I've knew it's gonna be this hard. It hurts so so badly that I wish we have not met. How can I ever move on? How can i stop reminiscence the past that no longer exist? How can I stop being a time's prisoner, your prisoner? You're in my dreams, my subconscious, no matter how hard i try to occupy myself, I just can't shake you off my head. There's simply nothing I can do but to be defeated and let it filled my mind without putting a fight. For you, I've paid a heavy price that I'll never do again. But why is your past still living inside me, reminding me of your presence? You once said that I've unleashed the devil in you. He has now stayed put inside and there's just no way I can get rid of it. You've changed. I've changed. We're probably no longer the person we once fall hard for. You'll never know bliss and torture of waking up from a dream, where i can still feel you, fighting for me, your face and embrace, only to face the harsh truth that i am the only one that's left. 4 years, I find myself back here, at the very same spot where I tried to move. I just really want to be free... from you.
Prisoner of time
I still think of you everyday, every moment. The road that we once walked, the embrace we shared in our room, the tears and shouting that happened in the corner of my house. It's almost like watching it happening again in the every bits and corner that we used to share. Only difference is that they're all empty spaces and will never be filled up again. If only I've knew it's gonna be this hard. It hurts so so badly that I wish we have not met. How can I ever move on? How can i stop reminiscence the past that no longer exist? How can I stop being a time's prisoner, your prisoner? You're in my dreams, my subconscious, no matter how hard i try to occupy myself, I just can't shake you off my head. There's simply nothing I can do but to be defeated and let it filled my mind without putting a fight. For you, I've paid a heavy price that I'll never do again. But why is your past still living inside me, reminding me of your presence? You once said that I've unleashed the devil in you. He has now stayed put inside and there's just no way I can get rid of it. You've changed. I've changed. We're probably no longer the person we once fall hard for. You'll never know bliss and torture of waking up from a dream, where i can still feel you, fighting for me, your face and embrace, only to face the harsh truth that i am the only one that's left. 4 years, I find myself back here, at the very same spot where I tried to move. I just really want to be free... from you.
Au revoir
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