Wednesday, June 13, 2007
It has been the 7th day since Kai has left for Tekong... But i'm kinda heipi. It feels like a blessing in disguise, despite all the emo-ness and loneliness (sorry people :/) without him by my side, i finally have an even clearer idea of his status in my heart. I'm pretty glad that this separation has strengthen our relationship.
Kai on his way to Tekong.
All i could say is, thank you God, for making sure that there's nothing to worry about, and that He'll make sure that everything will be fine. Though i'm kinda lonely and lost without Kai by my side, i'm glad to have my beloved friends by my side to keep me company..
Had this sudden terrible leg aching even though i'm pretty much a lazy person. It's really very weird suffer from muscle aching when i didn't even exercise. :/ Almost gotten into a fight with the people at the clinic too. Hate the auntie there man. Remind me to create more trouble for her the next time i visit the clinic. BAH.
Suffer from terrible mood swings and all for the entire weekend... Mainly because Kai wasn't around and i felt very lost and misunderstood without his usual tolerance and patience with me. It's a really... 'jian / cheap' way to find out his importance, but i'm just glad enough to know it now and i promise to treasure what i have now.
It might sound really mushy... But i'm really heipi now. I have great friends and my family with me, plus a wonderful companion now. Even though he couldn't be by my side most of the time, just a simple gesture like a call from him, or listening to his voice mail's message would really cheer me up so much. I'm just really glad that... I'm finally moving along and devoting to the guy who loved me so much.
It really mean alot to me. Somehow all this while i couldn't really forgive myself, and i'm kinda still trapped in the past. But now, i feel freed. I'm really so heipi... :)
And on other good news, we celebrated Yan's birthday along with the Tous and Jansen (are you heipi that i'm calling you by your english name!?) and Seamusss! Yan accompanied me to the botanic garden for my photojournalism shooting before we headed down to Cine to get my new 'cow-like deers' bag *HAHAHHAHA jump* and then to Marina Square.
I think i could almost declared bankruptcy all thanks to our beloved Yeong Xue Yan's wonderful pressie *wink* and the basin-size of creamy udon at Waraku. And i have to tolerate all the beef-eating and cow insults from Jansen... AH!!!
Candid shoots!
I really don't mind sitting there all night and watch the sun rise again with you guys.. :)
But i really had fun chilling by the Esplanade! Jansen and Fang have to leave early for home so the rest of us headed down to The Cathy for late night movie - Shrek 3! It was kinda funny... But i guess i still have to catch the previous 2 movies to really know what it's talking about. But all in all i hope you have a good birthday Yan!
Fang has also graduated from Ngee Ann with flying colours yesterday! Just wanna tell you that i'm really heipi and proud to have a friend like you and i'm pretty sure your speech didn't sounded like a song. If not... Isn't it better to be entertained by a non-monotonous speech? Lol. :D
It also got me thinking that if i hadn't deferred, i would have been graduating this Thursday too... Sometimes i'm still pretty sad at the thought of it, having to graduated with a cohort that i'm not exactly close or can relate to. I think i might not even attend the graduation ceremony... After all, how could i enjoy the graduation ceremony without having a sense of belonging or friends whom i really belong to? But i guess God will have his own plan and we'll just have to wait and see. :)
And in other news, Nasheng, Tze Hong and Weijie will be enlisting for National Service this week too... Feels kinda weird to know that my childhood friends are finally on their journey to become real man! It feels like yesterday when we're still playing childish games and all *heh heh*... I really can't wait to see them in their uniform, shaved head... Basically, can't wait to see them as men. :)
Woah look at the time and i have to be in school by 9am. I'm dead meat!!!
Heipi 20th birthday Yan!
It's 3.00 am in the morning and i'm feeling kinda.. Hmm high? Heh Heh because in a few more hours i'll get to pick Kai up for his graduation on thursday! Can't wait to see his shaved head!
It has been the 7th day since Kai has left for Tekong... But i'm kinda heipi. It feels like a blessing in disguise, despite all the emo-ness and loneliness (sorry people :/) without him by my side, i finally have an even clearer idea of his status in my heart. I'm pretty glad that this separation has strengthen our relationship.
Kai on his way to Tekong.
All i could say is, thank you God, for making sure that there's nothing to worry about, and that He'll make sure that everything will be fine. Though i'm kinda lonely and lost without Kai by my side, i'm glad to have my beloved friends by my side to keep me company..
Had this sudden terrible leg aching even though i'm pretty much a lazy person. It's really very weird suffer from muscle aching when i didn't even exercise. :/ Almost gotten into a fight with the people at the clinic too. Hate the auntie there man. Remind me to create more trouble for her the next time i visit the clinic. BAH.
Suffer from terrible mood swings and all for the entire weekend... Mainly because Kai wasn't around and i felt very lost and misunderstood without his usual tolerance and patience with me. It's a really... 'jian / cheap' way to find out his importance, but i'm just glad enough to know it now and i promise to treasure what i have now.
It might sound really mushy... But i'm really heipi now. I have great friends and my family with me, plus a wonderful companion now. Even though he couldn't be by my side most of the time, just a simple gesture like a call from him, or listening to his voice mail's message would really cheer me up so much. I'm just really glad that... I'm finally moving along and devoting to the guy who loved me so much.
It really mean alot to me. Somehow all this while i couldn't really forgive myself, and i'm kinda still trapped in the past. But now, i feel freed. I'm really so heipi... :)
And on other good news, we celebrated Yan's birthday along with the Tous and Jansen (are you heipi that i'm calling you by your english name!?) and Seamusss! Yan accompanied me to the botanic garden for my photojournalism shooting before we headed down to Cine to get my new 'cow-like deers' bag *HAHAHHAHA jump* and then to Marina Square.
I think i could almost declared bankruptcy all thanks to our beloved Yeong Xue Yan's wonderful pressie *wink* and the basin-size of creamy udon at Waraku. And i have to tolerate all the beef-eating and cow insults from Jansen... AH!!!
Candid shoots!
I really don't mind sitting there all night and watch the sun rise again with you guys.. :)
But i really had fun chilling by the Esplanade! Jansen and Fang have to leave early for home so the rest of us headed down to The Cathy for late night movie - Shrek 3! It was kinda funny... But i guess i still have to catch the previous 2 movies to really know what it's talking about. But all in all i hope you have a good birthday Yan!
Fang has also graduated from Ngee Ann with flying colours yesterday! Just wanna tell you that i'm really heipi and proud to have a friend like you and i'm pretty sure your speech didn't sounded like a song. If not... Isn't it better to be entertained by a non-monotonous speech? Lol. :D
It also got me thinking that if i hadn't deferred, i would have been graduating this Thursday too... Sometimes i'm still pretty sad at the thought of it, having to graduated with a cohort that i'm not exactly close or can relate to. I think i might not even attend the graduation ceremony... After all, how could i enjoy the graduation ceremony without having a sense of belonging or friends whom i really belong to? But i guess God will have his own plan and we'll just have to wait and see. :)
And in other news, Nasheng, Tze Hong and Weijie will be enlisting for National Service this week too... Feels kinda weird to know that my childhood friends are finally on their journey to become real man! It feels like yesterday when we're still playing childish games and all *heh heh*... I really can't wait to see them in their uniform, shaved head... Basically, can't wait to see them as men. :)
Woah look at the time and i have to be in school by 9am. I'm dead meat!!!
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