Wednesday, January 9, 2008
And having waited for 1 long year, my long awaited 21st birthday's over again. like *poof*. Woah.
Can't believe i'm 21 already. Can't believe i'm that old.
Feels like i'm running out of time to grow up. There's so many things i've to learn, to improve, and here i am, 21 already, and the only good thing i can think of is watching R21 movies. Full stop.
I wish i could force time to stop and give me more time to ponder about... There's so so much things to think and enlighten on.
Then again, it's your Plan, Father. And i trust You.
And while you're at it, I'm grateful. Really, despite how things have turn out so unexpectedly...
For my family.
My pa's birthday email to me because he's just too shy.
My sister's immediate phone call and i really wish she's back and relieve from all those depressing problems.
For my dearest 豆豆老婆們 + Peng xiong For them to be the strongest pillars of my life.
For their abilities to always see the good in me no matter how emo and idiotic i've been to them.
For always understanding me.
For never leaving me despite all the founds and... lost.
For the few Beattyians whom i've hardly contacted or seen but could still remember my birthday! Yutong, Joy, Singwei... Thank you especially to Bee and Cheryl, for the nice photo frame and Christian musicians poster calendar which i could only recongised 2 of em, and also the extremely heart-warming letters. Hugs!
For the few 6e-ians who still send me their brithday greetings. It's really sad how things have turn out between us but i guessed that's part of life. Thank you Clara and Xiang Xin for the surprise visit with cheese cake, for not pushing me away despite the reprimand that i gave earlier on.
For letting me know that all hope aren't exactly lost from the 6e lot.
For the Radio Heatwaver; Afiq, Ash, Azhar for the surprise phone call, Shear for your blog entry, Adiel, Gera for your voice recording and Aud! I really miss you guys and i'm so glad that you guys have yet to forget me. :D
And last but not least, for Kai, who have to tahan all my requests and demands. :D I'm the jackass lah okie?
By the way i've finally cut my hair the way i like it! *drumrolls*.... WOOOOHOOO!
I love love love my new short hair! Hahahahhahaha!
Thank you Father. For all the highs and lows, for all the hidden blessings.
This year's birthday was a rather lonely and inconvenient one as Kai have to return to camp, Tous have to attend school and the people i celebrated almost every year... Hai. To be honest i was very upset, because i finally realised how fragile our friendships were, and that my twin too, was so disappointed that she left for Thailand.
And by saying that i've to declared that i'm not pin-pointing or blaming anyone, but i can't help feeling disappointed at the situation can i? aaahhhhhhhh.
So this year for my 21st birthday celebration, i 'requested' for an early zoo outing with my beloveds Kai + Tous + Peng Xiong!
That's Kai.
That's me.
A stoning rino pondering about his purpose in life *wink at may*
My 老婆們. Wahahahaha *pat my tummy*
The people whom i love so much.
Took a half day off from work and had a really fulfilling Japaneses buffet with my beloved Tous! So fulfilling that i seriously wanna puke after that.
Our very 1st Tous neoprint together.
Received a Beanie's notebook from Tous and that seriously's the best gift that i've ever received! Tous + Pengxiong wrote a list of reasons to boast my self-esteem and i'm really so so touched. Thanks Tous for taking time off for my birthday from your ever busy school work. I really appreciate it alot.
Met up with Kai and received a really pretty sunflower and a 'surprise' (actually it's pretty obvious) cake from him and his family. :) Thanks my dear fat ass! And we're both the proud owners of Nintendo DS lite!
Haha i'm playing Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix but seems like the game's corrupted. Double Sian.
Oh well, I've a Dalmatian named Haha so i think i'll go play with her then!
Must quickly post this while i'm in a heipi mood
because i've been so moody lately and the last thing i wanna do is to make an emo entry again. Sian.
And having waited for 1 long year, my long awaited 21st birthday's over again. like *poof*. Woah.
Can't believe i'm 21 already. Can't believe i'm that old.
Feels like i'm running out of time to grow up. There's so many things i've to learn, to improve, and here i am, 21 already, and the only good thing i can think of is watching R21 movies. Full stop.
I wish i could force time to stop and give me more time to ponder about... There's so so much things to think and enlighten on.
Then again, it's your Plan, Father. And i trust You.
And while you're at it, I'm grateful. Really, despite how things have turn out so unexpectedly...
For my family.
My pa's birthday email to me because he's just too shy.
My sister's immediate phone call and i really wish she's back and relieve from all those depressing problems.
For my dearest 豆豆老婆們 + Peng xiong For them to be the strongest pillars of my life.
For their abilities to always see the good in me no matter how emo and idiotic i've been to them.
For always understanding me.
For never leaving me despite all the founds and... lost.
For the few Beattyians whom i've hardly contacted or seen but could still remember my birthday! Yutong, Joy, Singwei... Thank you especially to Bee and Cheryl, for the nice photo frame and Christian musicians poster calendar which i could only recongised 2 of em, and also the extremely heart-warming letters. Hugs!
For the few 6e-ians who still send me their brithday greetings. It's really sad how things have turn out between us but i guessed that's part of life. Thank you Clara and Xiang Xin for the surprise visit with cheese cake, for not pushing me away despite the reprimand that i gave earlier on.
For letting me know that all hope aren't exactly lost from the 6e lot.
For the Radio Heatwaver; Afiq, Ash, Azhar for the surprise phone call, Shear for your blog entry, Adiel, Gera for your voice recording and Aud! I really miss you guys and i'm so glad that you guys have yet to forget me. :D
And last but not least, for Kai, who have to tahan all my requests and demands. :D I'm the jackass lah okie?
By the way i've finally cut my hair the way i like it! *drumrolls*.... WOOOOHOOO!
I love love love my new short hair! Hahahahhahaha!
Thank you Father. For all the highs and lows, for all the hidden blessings.
This year's birthday was a rather lonely and inconvenient one as Kai have to return to camp, Tous have to attend school and the people i celebrated almost every year... Hai. To be honest i was very upset, because i finally realised how fragile our friendships were, and that my twin too, was so disappointed that she left for Thailand.
And by saying that i've to declared that i'm not pin-pointing or blaming anyone, but i can't help feeling disappointed at the situation can i? aaahhhhhhhh.
So this year for my 21st birthday celebration, i 'requested' for an early zoo outing with my beloveds Kai + Tous + Peng Xiong!
That's Kai.
That's me.
A stoning rino pondering about his purpose in life *wink at may*
My 老婆們. Wahahahaha *pat my tummy*
The people whom i love so much.
Took a half day off from work and had a really fulfilling Japaneses buffet with my beloved Tous! So fulfilling that i seriously wanna puke after that.
Our very 1st Tous neoprint together.
Received a Beanie's notebook from Tous and that seriously's the best gift that i've ever received! Tous + Pengxiong wrote a list of reasons to boast my self-esteem and i'm really so so touched. Thanks Tous for taking time off for my birthday from your ever busy school work. I really appreciate it alot.
Met up with Kai and received a really pretty sunflower and a 'surprise' (actually it's pretty obvious) cake from him and his family. :) Thanks my dear fat ass! And we're both the proud owners of Nintendo DS lite!
Haha i'm playing Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix but seems like the game's corrupted. Double Sian.
Oh well, I've a Dalmatian named Haha so i think i'll go play with her then!
Labels: beloved God, heipi birthday, thoughts and reflection
Au revoir
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