Sunday, December 23, 2007
All my life, i've tried to be the best person i can. (or at the very least i feel that i've tried)
I don't really approve people making endless fun of someone over the slightest things because someone did that to me and i seriously hate it.
I don't approve this and that.
Because i've always tried my very best to put myself into their shoes, and the end conclusion is,
i disapprove because i wouldn't want someone else to treat me the same too.
I can say that i've treated all my friends with my best sincerity.
But at the end of the day, it all doesn't matter actually.
I find myself only to be too serious and boring...
And who cares whether i've tried to do the right thing?
Because even if my friends did me wrong, they somehow managed to ignore the fact that they did me wrong and turn their back and abandoned these friendships.
I'm really in awe.
So can they do that? Without having to feel guilty that they've made their friends suffer because of their selfishness?
I know everyone's self-centered to a certain extent... But why, at the end of the day, i'm the losing end when i'm trying to do my very best for every friendships that i have?
Why, that people can accept their bad habits or attitudes but not mine?
This has been a quiet-er Christmas... and my birthday to come.
I can't deny that i'm pretty disappointed at how things have turn out because i know i've tried my best and i'm not guilty at all, but why, hasn't these people treasure me?
Why am i the only one who's still trying to sustain this friendship?
And why are the people around us willing to accept him/her letting me down but not acknowledging my efforts?
So if i can be or act whatever i want, what am i the lonely / disappointed one?
Haha. What a useless ranting entry.
But at the very least, i've Tous to look forward to tomorrow and my brand new limited edition converse shoes from Kai!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*dear God will you let my life to go on more smoothly, please?*
i'm really confused.
i really don't understand sometimes.
All my life, i've tried to be the best person i can. (or at the very least i feel that i've tried)
I don't really approve people making endless fun of someone over the slightest things because someone did that to me and i seriously hate it.
I don't approve this and that.
Because i've always tried my very best to put myself into their shoes, and the end conclusion is,
i disapprove because i wouldn't want someone else to treat me the same too.
I can say that i've treated all my friends with my best sincerity.
But at the end of the day, it all doesn't matter actually.
I find myself only to be too serious and boring...
And who cares whether i've tried to do the right thing?
Because even if my friends did me wrong, they somehow managed to ignore the fact that they did me wrong and turn their back and abandoned these friendships.
I'm really in awe.
So can they do that? Without having to feel guilty that they've made their friends suffer because of their selfishness?
I know everyone's self-centered to a certain extent... But why, at the end of the day, i'm the losing end when i'm trying to do my very best for every friendships that i have?
Why, that people can accept their bad habits or attitudes but not mine?
This has been a quiet-er Christmas... and my birthday to come.
I can't deny that i'm pretty disappointed at how things have turn out because i know i've tried my best and i'm not guilty at all, but why, hasn't these people treasure me?
Why am i the only one who's still trying to sustain this friendship?
And why are the people around us willing to accept him/her letting me down but not acknowledging my efforts?
So if i can be or act whatever i want, what am i the lonely / disappointed one?
Haha. What a useless ranting entry.
But at the very least, i've Tous to look forward to tomorrow and my brand new limited edition converse shoes from Kai!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*dear God will you let my life to go on more smoothly, please?*
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