Friday, November 9, 2007
Never felt this lost and lonely until i checked myself into the A&E department on my own. Felt like crying, especially with the sight of so many sick people and worried relatives, all unsure of what would become of their future.
My twin sister thought it was funny to take a photo of me sleeping with my mouth wide open.
1st time staying in the hospital.
1st time lying on hospital bed.
1st time on drip,
and also 1st time being bound by it.
1st time not eating anything for 1 whole day.
1st time feel that Long John Sliver is the best food ever (because Ab was eating that while all i can do is smell it)
It was nothing like i imagined it to be.
No friends or boyfriend, no sunflowers or cuddly bears with get well soon cards, no hugs and kisses...
The people whom i've spent 5 days a week with didn't really shown any concern about me being admitted to the hospital... I should have been used to it, but i can't help feeling disappointed...
I never realised how much i need my family and friends till now.
How patient and caring my Pa and Ab is.
How grateful i am to have a twin sister by my side.
Especially now that i can't contact Kai or see the Tous at all.
Nonetheless i'm really grateful to have my 6e peeps to visit me and accompanied for the afternoon. I know you guys are pretty busy with exams, NS and everything but yet you guys came. I'm touched beyond words.
God thank you.
Anyhow, i've just discharged from the hospital but the pain was still there. I'm feeling really tired and nauseous. They're going to refer me to KK hospital soon.
God, i'm really glad you answered my prayers and didn't let me spend a night of loneliness and pain. But who do these things just keep happening at the worst timing? I'm beginning to think that i'm Satan's favourite target already. :(
WHY??!?!
1st hospital stay...
Was admitted to the hospital yesterday because of suspected appendicitis...
Never felt this lost and lonely until i checked myself into the A&E department on my own. Felt like crying, especially with the sight of so many sick people and worried relatives, all unsure of what would become of their future.
My twin sister thought it was funny to take a photo of me sleeping with my mouth wide open.
1st time staying in the hospital.
1st time lying on hospital bed.
1st time on drip,
and also 1st time being bound by it.
1st time not eating anything for 1 whole day.
1st time feel that Long John Sliver is the best food ever (because Ab was eating that while all i can do is smell it)
It was nothing like i imagined it to be.
No friends or boyfriend, no sunflowers or cuddly bears with get well soon cards, no hugs and kisses...
The people whom i've spent 5 days a week with didn't really shown any concern about me being admitted to the hospital... I should have been used to it, but i can't help feeling disappointed...
I never realised how much i need my family and friends till now.
How patient and caring my Pa and Ab is.
How grateful i am to have a twin sister by my side.
Especially now that i can't contact Kai or see the Tous at all.
Nonetheless i'm really grateful to have my 6e peeps to visit me and accompanied for the afternoon. I know you guys are pretty busy with exams, NS and everything but yet you guys came. I'm touched beyond words.
God thank you.
Anyhow, i've just discharged from the hospital but the pain was still there. I'm feeling really tired and nauseous. They're going to refer me to KK hospital soon.
God, i'm really glad you answered my prayers and didn't let me spend a night of loneliness and pain. But who do these things just keep happening at the worst timing? I'm beginning to think that i'm Satan's favourite target already. :(
WHY??!?!
Labels: emo, photos, thoughts and reflection
Au revoir
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