Monday, May 24, 2010

A practice

每天都是一种新的练习詞陳綺貞曲陳綺貞

好幾天了沒有你的消息
才發現其實想著你

當愛被緊緊的鎖在心底
自由就張開翅膀飛出去

還需要一點幽默的心情
才能面對你失望的離去

快樂的氣氛也許能暫時逃避
卻又讓傷害更徹底

我被恐懼深深的囚禁
我沒有力氣逃出去

每一天都是新的練習
用今天換走過去
用明天換走失去的

Recently I came to a revelation that I've been too dependent to the people around me.

I count on them to include me into their conversation, expect them to care for me when I'm too quiet or moody cause I'm too awkward to initial... Expect them to spare their thoughts on me cause they're my best friend or family.

But even the best of friends can disagree and fall off.
Even mothers can go bonkers and hurt their child through all those madness...
Nobody is really dependable for your hurt and insecurities... Except God and yourself.

I'll keep practising... Let this song be my mantra.

Labels: thoughts and reflection