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  08.01.1987.
  Consecrated to God.

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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way.


Exhausted... I'm really exhausted beyond words.
Everything I do seems to be going wrong/misinterpreted.
If this is what i want why am i so bitter about it?
If this is what i want why am i losing the people around me instead?
If this is what i want why am i losing myself and my life?

Is this all worth it?
Have i overestimated my own passion and determination?

3 years ago i gave myself a time limit.
That I'll let go if i still can't find my place here.


But where do i go from here?
Everything that i once worked and tolerate so hard for, seem to be nothing but an ugly truth.
I'm so utterly lost now...

Am i not good enough for greater things
or is this stopping me from greater things in life?

You'll never know how depressed i am... For i've single-handedly choose and craved my own path to my cave of bitterness... In return of a 'dream'.


looked up to the sky at 3/16/2010 01:42:00 AM


Au revoir

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