Thursday, August 6, 2009
All pack up and having my usual 'silent moment' before i leave for Taipei for the next 20 days in less than 12 hours.
Though it's not the first time already but i'm still so nervous... I've never leave my beloved for so long.
Nervous because we've known each other's personality (& flaws) and didn't want to be hurt again.
And nervous because i have to leave my comfort zone, without my colleagues' guidance, my friends and laopo's support, and my Kai's loyal company.
It also suddenly occur to me that this will be the 1st time i won't be able to celebrate national day too... Something that i don't really care... Until now.
It suddenly dawned on me how much i've took the people and events around me how granted.
How blessed i am to have my colleagues guidance, their hugs and advice when i'm leaving. How blessed i am to have my Pa caring for my 1st long stay in a foreign land, to have friends calling/sms-ing me up to tell me to jiayou, and Kai to apply leave and spend the last few hours with me before i leave.
I supposed it's a blessing in disguise, an opportunity to really discover myself, and all the little things around me. That i'm not that alone after all.
I really look forward to traveling around taipei, immensing into the taiwan culture, visiting hong kong the first time of my life, getting 1st hand experience on how taiwan showbiz operates... And ultimately, to a better, mature me at the end of the journey.
I'll do you guys proud, and really enjoy this chance granted to me by God.
And i'll pray earnestly, for Your wisdom and faith to accompanied me through the whole journey..
Here i am again.
All pack up and having my usual 'silent moment' before i leave for Taipei for the next 20 days in less than 12 hours.
Though it's not the first time already but i'm still so nervous... I've never leave my beloved for so long.
Nervous because we've known each other's personality (& flaws) and didn't want to be hurt again.
And nervous because i have to leave my comfort zone, without my colleagues' guidance, my friends and laopo's support, and my Kai's loyal company.
It also suddenly occur to me that this will be the 1st time i won't be able to celebrate national day too... Something that i don't really care... Until now.
It suddenly dawned on me how much i've took the people and events around me how granted.
How blessed i am to have my colleagues guidance, their hugs and advice when i'm leaving. How blessed i am to have my Pa caring for my 1st long stay in a foreign land, to have friends calling/sms-ing me up to tell me to jiayou, and Kai to apply leave and spend the last few hours with me before i leave.
I supposed it's a blessing in disguise, an opportunity to really discover myself, and all the little things around me. That i'm not that alone after all.
I really look forward to traveling around taipei, immensing into the taiwan culture, visiting hong kong the first time of my life, getting 1st hand experience on how taiwan showbiz operates... And ultimately, to a better, mature me at the end of the journey.
I'll do you guys proud, and really enjoy this chance granted to me by God.
And i'll pray earnestly, for Your wisdom and faith to accompanied me through the whole journey..
Au revoir
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