Wednesday, December 12, 2007
To my dear friend,
It's really weird how things turn out. We were brought closer by someone, and later 'went apart' by the same person. And then we both went blinded and this year we found each other again.
And now we lost each other again... Or rather i lost you because i don't think you get the slightest hint of what's happening my dear friend!
I'm always here if you really have me in your heart.
You don't have to rely on outdated blog entry to try to make yourself 'involved', because all you have to do is ASK.
I don't really wanna initiate a conversation with you anymore because either 1) you wouldn't reply me anyway or 2) you would talk about the same old subject.
You don't have to tell me how you don't have time for this and that because it's obvious that i'm not your priority anymore.
In fact, don't even bother asking me what's troubling me when you don't even have the patience to reply me....
And yeah i saw what your latest featured friend, so i decided to update mine too. :)
As much as i still love you very much my dear friend, i've kinda accepted the fact that you've left, like him. So it's okie. :) All i hope is for you to stop pretending that you care when you don't.
To the people i see almost everyday:
I can't tell you how heipi i am to be in my place. It has been my strength for going on for the past three years. But you guys... Are really tiring me down, and hurting me.
I'm not sure how much longer of this i can take. Really. You could argue that it's for my own good, but you'll never understand the unnecessary damage you have done.
I truly believed, that i've given my 100% effort, and if you were to continue this, i can't do anything to prevent them too.
All i can say is, please stop already...
To Tous:
My dearest 老婆們, thank your for your listening ears, understanding and hugs, you guys are one of the few things that i can be sure of.
To Kai:
Haha the usual stuffs that i tell you everyday. :)
To 6e peeps:
It's quite sad how we drift apart. And obviously we all need to be less self-centered because we have nobody to blame but ourselves for how things have turn out. If not, feel free to feel guiltless.
To myself:
Stop eating so much again.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself.
Stop feeling insecure because everything is a learning process.
Be more confident and believe in myself when you've tried to self-reflect.
To God:
I really crave you breezy sunshine day dear lord, please let the storms of my life be over already...
I really crave for a more peaceful life, i'm really tired of all the many stumbles...
I think i'm tired already. *yawn*
yet another neutral post.
Not sure why, but suddenly i'm in a mood of confession:
To my dear friend,
It's really weird how things turn out. We were brought closer by someone, and later 'went apart' by the same person. And then we both went blinded and this year we found each other again.
And now we lost each other again... Or rather i lost you because i don't think you get the slightest hint of what's happening my dear friend!
I'm always here if you really have me in your heart.
You don't have to rely on outdated blog entry to try to make yourself 'involved', because all you have to do is ASK.
I don't really wanna initiate a conversation with you anymore because either 1) you wouldn't reply me anyway or 2) you would talk about the same old subject.
You don't have to tell me how you don't have time for this and that because it's obvious that i'm not your priority anymore.
In fact, don't even bother asking me what's troubling me when you don't even have the patience to reply me....
And yeah i saw what your latest featured friend, so i decided to update mine too. :)
As much as i still love you very much my dear friend, i've kinda accepted the fact that you've left, like him. So it's okie. :) All i hope is for you to stop pretending that you care when you don't.
To the people i see almost everyday:
I can't tell you how heipi i am to be in my place. It has been my strength for going on for the past three years. But you guys... Are really tiring me down, and hurting me.
I'm not sure how much longer of this i can take. Really. You could argue that it's for my own good, but you'll never understand the unnecessary damage you have done.
I truly believed, that i've given my 100% effort, and if you were to continue this, i can't do anything to prevent them too.
All i can say is, please stop already...
To Tous:
My dearest 老婆們, thank your for your listening ears, understanding and hugs, you guys are one of the few things that i can be sure of.
To Kai:
Haha the usual stuffs that i tell you everyday. :)
To 6e peeps:
It's quite sad how we drift apart. And obviously we all need to be less self-centered because we have nobody to blame but ourselves for how things have turn out. If not, feel free to feel guiltless.
To myself:
Stop eating so much again.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself.
Stop feeling insecure because everything is a learning process.
Be more confident and believe in myself when you've tried to self-reflect.
To God:
I really crave you breezy sunshine day dear lord, please let the storms of my life be over already...
I really crave for a more peaceful life, i'm really tired of all the many stumbles...
I think i'm tired already. *yawn*
Labels: thoughts and reflection
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