Monday, September 3, 2007
You might think that i've already gone through this many times, or perhaps its time to truly get over it. Or you, you might not even know what's going through my life now.
I'm really heipi and contended with i have now at this very moment. Really. (well actually i could use with abit of understanding and kaching!)
But sometimes i still catches familiar glimpses at the corner of my eye. The aching is more or less gone for now, but there's still a weird tingling inside me that's really distracting me.
And it came back to haunt me again yesterday, and i swear, there is nothing more than this annoying tingling.
This tingling made me so guilty of the past,
this tingling made me so disappointed that i wasn't even worthy of any concern.
But today, this tingling made also me realised that even if i'm unworthy of that friendship, there are far more precious relationships/people awaiting me.
Especially to the angel who sat beside me, right at that very moment when the tingling started, and all he does is look and smile at me.
He said he doesn't care about one's past, only the heart.
Desperate heart chaser.
All i could ever say is, thank you God. Thank you so so much for this angel.
And 谢谢你的温柔, Kai.
Angels
It has been exactly one year. I don't supposed anybody will keep track of such depressing stuffs but i just can't seem to forget it.
You might think that i've already gone through this many times, or perhaps its time to truly get over it. Or you, you might not even know what's going through my life now.
I'm really heipi and contended with i have now at this very moment. Really. (well actually i could use with abit of understanding and kaching!)
But sometimes i still catches familiar glimpses at the corner of my eye. The aching is more or less gone for now, but there's still a weird tingling inside me that's really distracting me.
And it came back to haunt me again yesterday, and i swear, there is nothing more than this annoying tingling.
This tingling made me so guilty of the past,
this tingling made me so disappointed that i wasn't even worthy of any concern.
But today, this tingling made also me realised that even if i'm unworthy of that friendship, there are far more precious relationships/people awaiting me.
Especially to the angel who sat beside me, right at that very moment when the tingling started, and all he does is look and smile at me.
He said he doesn't care about one's past, only the heart.
Desperate heart chaser.
All i could ever say is, thank you God. Thank you so so much for this angel.
And 谢谢你的温柔, Kai.
Labels: thoughts and reflection
Au revoir
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