Saturday, July 14, 2007
Just 3 more weeks and i'll be officially finishing my 3 years of studies in Ngee Ann Poly.
To be honest i'm feeling kinda confused.
Part of me is pretty relieved that i actually manage to handle the screw up time table and modules, and horrible politics. It has been a 3 years of terror for me... And i'll never be the same again. But I would still have graduate on time, if not for the deferment. :D
But part of me is not ready to leave school and enter the working world yet. Seeing that the chances of me entering local university is like.. 1%.
I know my dream jobs. Heh heh.
But i'm not very sure if i can reach to it.
Anyway... I attended my Beatty chinese orchestra conductor's funeral last night and met up with some of my CO mates again. It feels kinda weird but sad to have meet again, but at a funeral.
He looked really tiny... But peaceful.
It's really good to know that he's not gone, but in the hands of God.
After weeks of shooting cemeteries for my photo journalism project, i really love the peacefulness of Christian cemetery as compared to the others.
A poem on a tomb that goes something like this will tell you why:
Weep no more my children, For i am not dead
But only resting here.
For i am not gone, but only lent, and i must now go back.
It then hit me that i shouldn't be afraid of death. For God will be waiting, and welcoming me.
Separation is only temporary, we will meet again... In the land of eternity, where there will be no sadness or pain. Only God and heipiness. :)
Farewell and see you soon, dear Mr Yang Pei Xian.
In his precious name.
3 more weeks.
Just 3 more weeks and i'll be officially finishing my 3 years of studies in Ngee Ann Poly.
To be honest i'm feeling kinda confused.
Part of me is pretty relieved that i actually manage to handle the screw up time table and modules, and horrible politics. It has been a 3 years of terror for me... And i'll never be the same again. But I would still have graduate on time, if not for the deferment. :D
But part of me is not ready to leave school and enter the working world yet. Seeing that the chances of me entering local university is like.. 1%.
I know my dream jobs. Heh heh.
But i'm not very sure if i can reach to it.
Anyway... I attended my Beatty chinese orchestra conductor's funeral last night and met up with some of my CO mates again. It feels kinda weird but sad to have meet again, but at a funeral.
He looked really tiny... But peaceful.
It's really good to know that he's not gone, but in the hands of God.
After weeks of shooting cemeteries for my photo journalism project, i really love the peacefulness of Christian cemetery as compared to the others.
A poem on a tomb that goes something like this will tell you why:
Weep no more my children, For i am not dead
But only resting here.
For i am not gone, but only lent, and i must now go back.
It then hit me that i shouldn't be afraid of death. For God will be waiting, and welcoming me.
Separation is only temporary, we will meet again... In the land of eternity, where there will be no sadness or pain. Only God and heipiness. :)
Farewell and see you soon, dear Mr Yang Pei Xian.
Labels: photos, thoughts and reflection
Au revoir
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