Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Actually, i could be everywhere.
I'm listening to my i pod... when it played my song.
My song for that particular time.
My song that accompanied through that particular tough time.
My heart aches... really hard.
I'm contradicting myself.
I really wish that it had never happened.
But i don't want these terrible times to go... wasted.
I want to remember the lessons... the pain.
But when i look at that spot, and try to recall how i cried, and how you sat there... rejecting me, i can't really remember.
I think hard again.
And it was then i came to realise.... Why do i still want these painful memories?
I'm too afraid for the same thing to happen. But i wish i could let go... And forget.
It's been long since i said this here...
Beloved Jesus, i need to be with You.
Grey
I could be sitting at the bustop, on a bus, walking home...
Actually, i could be everywhere.
I'm listening to my i pod... when it played my song.
My song for that particular time.
My song that accompanied through that particular tough time.
My heart aches... really hard.
I'm contradicting myself.
I really wish that it had never happened.
But i don't want these terrible times to go... wasted.
I want to remember the lessons... the pain.
But when i look at that spot, and try to recall how i cried, and how you sat there... rejecting me, i can't really remember.
I think hard again.
And it was then i came to realise.... Why do i still want these painful memories?
I'm too afraid for the same thing to happen. But i wish i could let go... And forget.
It's been long since i said this here...
Beloved Jesus, i need to be with You.
Labels: thoughts and reflection
Au revoir
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