Saturday, August 12, 2006
How am i feeling? Not very good, but i'm trying to be calm.
Really.
However, calm doesn't mean heipi.
I'm calm, but disappointed.
With what? With my life.
I'm unsure, unsure of where my life is going, who i am, what's going on, where my future is, who my friends are... blah blah.
You may think everybody's going through the same.
But i can assured you mine was so bad that i don't mind dying now.
So why am i still here...? Perhaps part of me is still hoping.
I'm not problematic, i'm just extremely lost.
This is the 4th public blog that i have. I'm really ashamed to admit that i've been constantly deleting blogs. I could say i'm a perfectionist, but deep inside i know i'm a coward who just want to escape.
I'm emo, short-tempered, anxious, sensitive, dark, depressed, negative... blah blah.
But i assured you that i'm loyal, quirky, cheerful too.
To be exact...
I'm isabel.
Hi blog.
It's 4:04am and today marked the end of my year 2 semester 2 in MCM.
How am i feeling? Not very good, but i'm trying to be calm.
Really.
However, calm doesn't mean heipi.
I'm calm, but disappointed.
With what? With my life.
I'm unsure, unsure of where my life is going, who i am, what's going on, where my future is, who my friends are... blah blah.
You may think everybody's going through the same.
But i can assured you mine was so bad that i don't mind dying now.
So why am i still here...? Perhaps part of me is still hoping.
I'm not problematic, i'm just extremely lost.
This is the 4th public blog that i have. I'm really ashamed to admit that i've been constantly deleting blogs. I could say i'm a perfectionist, but deep inside i know i'm a coward who just want to escape.
I'm emo, short-tempered, anxious, sensitive, dark, depressed, negative... blah blah.
But i assured you that i'm loyal, quirky, cheerful too.
To be exact...
I'm isabel.
Au revoir
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