Friday, September 29, 2006
Which i have absolutely no idea how it happen. Maybe it's a sign from God. :D
Anyway i need to change one too, but the sad thing is i haven't been able to find a decent one that suits how i'm feeling now from the thousands of blogskins i've viewed.
I'm not sure if i would call myself being "anal" or "perfectionist". :/
BAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, this "dots" (literally) blog template is the very 1st template i ever opted for when i had my very 1st blog three years ago. It used to be called heipibin.blogspot, and heipi bin is what i used to call myself!
Heipi = Happy
Bin = "Min", which my family call me in some unknown dialect.
Heipibin. She seemed so far away.. So distance.
And i think i missed her.
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
My soul cries out.. To you.
Only tempoary.
My blogskin disappeared/got eaten up/lost!
Which i have absolutely no idea how it happen. Maybe it's a sign from God. :D
Anyway i need to change one too, but the sad thing is i haven't been able to find a decent one that suits how i'm feeling now from the thousands of blogskins i've viewed.
I'm not sure if i would call myself being "anal" or "perfectionist". :/
BAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, this "dots" (literally) blog template is the very 1st template i ever opted for when i had my very 1st blog three years ago. It used to be called heipibin.blogspot, and heipi bin is what i used to call myself!
Heipi = Happy
Bin = "Min", which my family call me in some unknown dialect.
Heipibin. She seemed so far away.. So distance.
And i think i missed her.
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
My soul cries out.. To you.
looked up to the sky at 9/29/2006 04:08:00 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Current Mood: Tired
Current Desktop: Sunset photos taken in Singapore that i've found in Deviant Art.
Toenail Colour: Black
Current Time: 12:22Am
Current Surroundings: My room.
Current Annoyance: My over bleached hair and many other things.
Current Best Friend(s): You know who you are. :D
First Movie: I think it's Disney's Aladdin with my parents when i was in K2.
Last Crush: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Last Movie: The devil wears prada.
Last phone call: My papa!! (same as Fang too)
Last song played: Corrinne May - Save Me. How true!
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No, but it'll be quite a desperate measure, i think.
Have you ever broken the law: Sadly yea. I stolewhen i was in Primary 1 and when i couldn't find any rubbish bins to throw my rubbish now and then.
Have you ever been arrested: :( When the school bookshop keeper found me stealing during Primary 1.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Haha not yet! Probably will want to try it in a swimming pool. Wouldn't want wild life & fishes coming near my privates.
Have you ever been on TV: Not that i know of. If ever i am i hope it's of good cause!
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Never will! Eee.
5 things you are wearing:
- Black fourskin T-shirt.
- Home pants.
- Hair band.
- And the bare essentials lah!
4 things you did today:
- Cooked maggie mee.
- Went to church.
- Dyed my hair.
- Play the sims!
3 things you can hear right now:
- Sound from the television
- the messenger sound
- and my electric fan.
1 thing you do when you're bored:
Praying.
5 lucky people to do this...
- Amanda
- Mellie
- Beekeng
- Cheryl
- Kexin
Wooo lucky you. ROARRRRRRRRR *pull my hair out*
Fang tagged me!
*Random...
Current Mood: Tired
Current Desktop: Sunset photos taken in Singapore that i've found in Deviant Art.
Toenail Colour: Black
Current Time: 12:22Am
Current Surroundings: My room.
Current Annoyance: My over bleached hair and many other things.
Current Best Friend(s): You know who you are. :D
First Movie: I think it's Disney's Aladdin with my parents when i was in K2.
Last Crush: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Last Movie: The devil wears prada.
Last phone call: My papa!! (same as Fang too)
Last song played: Corrinne May - Save Me. How true!
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No, but it'll be quite a desperate measure, i think.
Have you ever broken the law: Sadly yea. I stolewhen i was in Primary 1 and when i couldn't find any rubbish bins to throw my rubbish now and then.
Have you ever been arrested: :( When the school bookshop keeper found me stealing during Primary 1.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Haha not yet! Probably will want to try it in a swimming pool. Wouldn't want wild life & fishes coming near my privates.
Have you ever been on TV: Not that i know of. If ever i am i hope it's of good cause!
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Never will! Eee.
5 things you are wearing:
- Black fourskin T-shirt.
- Home pants.
- Hair band.
- And the bare essentials lah!
4 things you did today:
- Cooked maggie mee.
- Went to church.
- Dyed my hair.
- Play the sims!
3 things you can hear right now:
- Sound from the television
- the messenger sound
- and my electric fan.
1 thing you do when you're bored:
Praying.
5 lucky people to do this...
- Amanda
- Mellie
- Beekeng
- Cheryl
- Kexin
Wooo lucky you. ROARRRRRRRRR *pull my hair out*
looked up to the sky at 9/27/2006 01:15:00 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
I remembered setting goals and all for my past holidays. But this time round my holiday turns out differently..
Life now basically involves around hanging out with friends, trying not to think of what i should not think of, and preparing myself for another school term.
And preparation simply means sleeping, lazing around, playing games, and not intending to find any job at all.
Actually i wanted do find a job, but i intended to take a slower pace for this holiday.
Haiii, now i'm regreting for rejecting that job $4/h job in the internet cafe. I could probably laze around, play games when i'm having breaks too!! BAHH! :/
But you know what? Life is good. I have great friends (especially TouTous) and family & most importantly, God. But i can't deny that my heart's telling me that something, just something is missing... And i know what it is, but there's nothing much i can do.
ROAR *pull my hair out*
I think i'll go back to the Sims 2 get my male character to give birth to an alien baby. :D
Searching of faith
I wanna blog but feels like nothing i can really blog about here, and not to mention the blue singing bird is alread getting on my nerves.
I remembered setting goals and all for my past holidays. But this time round my holiday turns out differently..
Life now basically involves around hanging out with friends, trying not to think of what i should not think of, and preparing myself for another school term.
And preparation simply means sleeping, lazing around, playing games, and not intending to find any job at all.
Actually i wanted do find a job, but i intended to take a slower pace for this holiday.
Haiii, now i'm regreting for rejecting that job $4/h job in the internet cafe. I could probably laze around, play games when i'm having breaks too!! BAHH! :/
But you know what? Life is good. I have great friends (especially TouTous) and family & most importantly, God. But i can't deny that my heart's telling me that something, just something is missing... And i know what it is, but there's nothing much i can do.
ROAR *pull my hair out*
I think i'll go back to the Sims 2 get my male character to give birth to an alien baby. :D
looked up to the sky at 9/25/2006 11:49:00 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
Q: Name a friend who's names starts with 'S'*
Saikuan. *shudders* :/
Q: 4th person on your missed calls:*
May may!
Q: What did the last sms you received say?*
A good night sms from Kenneth.
Q: What is the next concert you're going to?*
Hopefully S.H.E's second world tour concert!
Q: Who is ur tallest friend?*
My brother-in-law, Weijie.
Q: What words do u say most of the time?*
Ohh.
Q: What is the last thing u ate?*
Some fried vegetarian stuff that i regretted eating now.
Q: Where was the last time u hang out?*
Bugis Junction! Nothing much though. :/
Q: Do u watch tv?*
Yeah but rather seldom.
Q: Have u watch pirates n the carribean?*
Yes to the 1st and No to the 2nd. & Don't even start May and Yan!
Q: When do u want to get married?*
Erm yea. :/
Q: What should u be doing right now?*
Sleeping before i woke up late the next day and being slaughter by Fang.
Q: Do u have nicknames?*
Bel, Tou Pok, Ravyn Raine, Ah Min.
Q: Who's the youngest one in the family?*
ME! :D
Q: Are u a heavy sleeper?*
You bet.
Q: Do you smile often?*
I try to. :D
Q: Are u a pizza lover?*
Not really though. Prefer sweet spicy chicken drumlets.
Q: Where was the last place u slept besidesyour house?*
On the car.
Q: Ever run out of petrol on the road?*
I don't even drive.
Q: Best movie you've seen in the past twoweeks?
The Devil Wears Prada. Witty.
****beST****
1. commercial break :
I like the woman's card ad! Hear me roar. *roar*
2. Female friend :
I can't decide again. I like all.
3. Vacation:
ChiangMai!
4. Day of the week:
Depends on my timetable now. But i like saturday!
5. Food:
Ahh i can't decide.
***Last***
1. Person you saw:
Annabel?
2.Talked to on the phone:
Fang!
3. Hugged:
May!
4. Person u texted:
Melissa.
***Today***
1. Is:
A cold rainy day.
2. Got any plans:
Going to collect my lappy with Fang.
3. Goal :
To move on and live life to the fullest.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow:
Waking up.
**Favorites**
1. Number(s):
2.
2. Song:
Currently would be F.I.R's track 7.
3. Color:
Still in black mode.
4. Season:
Winter.
**Currently**
1. Missing someone:
Jesus, my comfort and saviour.
Jesus please lift me up and into your warm arms, take me away, away from this cold hard world... Jesus please heal my wronged and empty soul, Jesus please...
Waiting for a miracle.
Heh I like doing get-to-know-myself quizes!
Q: Name a friend who's names starts with 'S'*
Saikuan. *shudders* :/
Q: 4th person on your missed calls:*
May may!
Q: What did the last sms you received say?*
A good night sms from Kenneth.
Q: What is the next concert you're going to?*
Hopefully S.H.E's second world tour concert!
Q: Who is ur tallest friend?*
My brother-in-law, Weijie.
Q: What words do u say most of the time?*
Ohh.
Q: What is the last thing u ate?*
Some fried vegetarian stuff that i regretted eating now.
Q: Where was the last time u hang out?*
Bugis Junction! Nothing much though. :/
Q: Do u watch tv?*
Yeah but rather seldom.
Q: Have u watch pirates n the carribean?*
Yes to the 1st and No to the 2nd. & Don't even start May and Yan!
Q: When do u want to get married?*
Erm yea. :/
Q: What should u be doing right now?*
Sleeping before i woke up late the next day and being slaughter by Fang.
Q: Do u have nicknames?*
Bel, Tou Pok, Ravyn Raine, Ah Min.
Q: Who's the youngest one in the family?*
ME! :D
Q: Are u a heavy sleeper?*
You bet.
Q: Do you smile often?*
I try to. :D
Q: Are u a pizza lover?*
Not really though. Prefer sweet spicy chicken drumlets.
Q: Where was the last place u slept besidesyour house?*
On the car.
Q: Ever run out of petrol on the road?*
I don't even drive.
Q: Best movie you've seen in the past twoweeks?
The Devil Wears Prada. Witty.
****beST****
1. commercial break :
I like the woman's card ad! Hear me roar. *roar*
2. Female friend :
I can't decide again. I like all.
3. Vacation:
ChiangMai!
4. Day of the week:
Depends on my timetable now. But i like saturday!
5. Food:
Ahh i can't decide.
***Last***
1. Person you saw:
Annabel?
2.Talked to on the phone:
Fang!
3. Hugged:
May!
4. Person u texted:
Melissa.
***Today***
1. Is:
A cold rainy day.
2. Got any plans:
Going to collect my lappy with Fang.
3. Goal :
To move on and live life to the fullest.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow:
Waking up.
**Favorites**
1. Number(s):
2.
2. Song:
Currently would be F.I.R's track 7.
3. Color:
Still in black mode.
4. Season:
Winter.
**Currently**
1. Missing someone:
Jesus, my comfort and saviour.
Jesus please lift me up and into your warm arms, take me away, away from this cold hard world... Jesus please heal my wronged and empty soul, Jesus please...
looked up to the sky at 9/18/2006 02:51:00 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Now i have to start all over again. Hah I guess God has his way of making me feel better or move.
Can't see the link? Let me show you:
Computer break down = nothing to do = clear up the clutter in my room = feel useful.
Here's another example:
Computer break down = nothing to do = borrow books to read = enhance knowledge.
:D
But most of all, thank you beloved Jesus for saving me from repeating the hell semester again. PRAISE LORD, my heavenly father above. Please don't abandon me.
Getting my lappy back tomorrow. SIMS 2 here i come! MUAHAHA!
Been awhile since i'm here since my beloved lappy broke down right after i spent 2 days to create my ideal neighbourhood in the Sims 2.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Now i have to start all over again. Hah I guess God has his way of making me feel better or move.
Can't see the link? Let me show you:
Computer break down = nothing to do = clear up the clutter in my room = feel useful.
Here's another example:
Computer break down = nothing to do = borrow books to read = enhance knowledge.
:D
But most of all, thank you beloved Jesus for saving me from repeating the hell semester again. PRAISE LORD, my heavenly father above. Please don't abandon me.
Getting my lappy back tomorrow. SIMS 2 here i come! MUAHAHA!
looked up to the sky at 9/18/2006 02:34:00 AM
Monday, September 11, 2006
心动变成心碎.
我的天空今天有点灰,
我的心是个落叶的季节.
我不知道如何度过今夜,
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭...
Maybe you didn't hear,
Maybe you didn't understand.
Maybe you do but decided not to do anything.
Maybe...
I'm just tired too.
But for you, and for myself.
i'll still try to give the best of me.
What i really need is comfy chair, coffee and warm double chocolate muffins!!! :D
我的天空有点灰.
想念变成怀念,
心动变成心碎.
我的天空今天有点灰,
我的心是个落叶的季节.
我不知道如何度过今夜,
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭...
Maybe you didn't hear,
Maybe you didn't understand.
Maybe you do but decided not to do anything.
Maybe...
I'm just tired too.
But for you, and for myself.
i'll still try to give the best of me.
What i really need is comfy chair, coffee and warm double chocolate muffins!!! :D