My God is mighty to save me from this sky.

Monday, December 28, 2009
Merry + lonely christmas...

This year's Christmas I'm on the verge of losing my Christmas spirit....

If I could turn back time, I wish I hadn't do that for anybody or for any matter.
But i guess I would be I'll be some kind of saint if i could control it...

So... still wanna wish everybody a MERRY CHRISTMAS cause it's my favourite-st holiday ever!

1 long year to the next Christmas again. I wish it wouldn't be such a long wait...
Hopefully it'll be a more peaceful and white Christmas!

looked up to the sky at 12:55 AM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Crash & Burn

Quite often when i learn something new from the people around me, I'm really amazed at we could have so many similar thoughts/feelings.

It's so comforting to know that among the billions and billions of people who have walked through the very same spot/place/streets, you are still somewhat connected to a stranger.
It make me wanna run up to them, hold them tight and tell them that it's okie to feel that way, I feel the same too!

Call it fate, or luck. Even with the same insecurities/doubts/problems as compared to the rest, we often ended up as the more 'unfortunate/misunderstood' ones.

It just make me feel so lonely and helpless that even if others would have met with the same unfortunate events, have the same insecurities, their lives will still return on tracks faster than yours.

Am i just less strong-willed?
Or could there be a hidden story for everybody?
Is a person making a mistake by 'exposing' their insecurities in a dog-eat-dog society like ours?

I supposed this is life, and if I could find the answer to this, I would easily find the answers to many questions of life too.

But right now, thinking about this has made me .... for quite a bit again.

Right now, all i want to do now is to excel without losing myself.

Labels: thoughts and reflection

looked up to the sky at 11:51 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009
Hello Jakarta!

Hello nice Indonesian cuisine (beehoon goreng Indonesian style!).
Hello Blackberry!
Hello to the music-loving Indonesians!
Hello to the 'leftover' goats and cows from Hari Raya on the streets.
Hello to the happening music culture in Indonesia.

Hello to failing and learning new lessons...
Thank you God for this experiences... :]

Labels: out-of-singapore, photos